Is this a good end? Will there be a good beginning?

I am not sure whether I wrote this because I really want to reflect on my life and make new resolution or just to conform to everyone else cause everyone is writing it. I have written one on reflecting on my life on 2008 some time ago. I guess there's just very few things to add.

1. I am beginning to love my classes and my coursemates more now. I don't know but I guess I finally feel that I belong I guess. =P

2. I still loves my high school friends cause each time I laugh when I'm with them, it's a sincere one and I think that is very important.

The rest I think I did an okay job in wrapping them up in my previous post.

I think I better go on with my resolution. I will make realistic ones cause I never used to fulfil my resolution. Not even once as far as I can remember.

So let's make 2009 a great one. Yes? No? Time will tell.

Well, I hope that
1. I can control my grumpiness and anger. I guess it's time to grow up and love everyone around me more. Although I regret everytime I am grumpy, it's still not right to do that.

2. I can stand up to myself for once. If someone cheated me, I should be able to stand up to myself and claim my own rights.

3. I will grow more in Jesus and be more complete spiritually. He has answered many of my questions since I was a small child. I know He is with me at all times but sometimes I ought to forget to thank Him (especially during meals).

4. I can read the Bible. I have not officially read the bible in a whole and I hope I can do it in 2009! I think I should set a time in a day for Bible reading or something.

5. I can social more. I know I have the 'talkative' sign stamped on my forehead since young but ever since I enter USM, I guess things changed. Sometimes I chose not to talk as I am afraid I will say something silly (which I always do) and I guess I have began to be anti-social.

6. I can continue my Operasi Budget Bawah RM5 as that was the time I lost most weight and save most money. One stone kill two birds. =)

7. I will be healthy and has less tummy uncomfort. It's getting annoying that I feel it all the time now.

8. I can be more open and less sensitive. I think this is stamped on my forehead alongside my 'talkative' symbol. I have been overly sensitive since I was born or something and most of my high school friends have at least once commented on it. Well, I get more upset after listening to it. =P Of course I will be sensitive when I am talking about other people. That is tactful darling.

9. I can study harder and hopefully get a better result cause competition is so sengit nowadays. Either you are with them, or away from them and I think it's important to be alongside to those who are high up cause I don't want to be jobless. The ambition to be 'siu lai lai' is more impossible than to score good result. That's how sucky my love life is. =P

Let's just make 9 resolution to receive the arrival of 2009.

Cheers friends. Life can be better. =) *I AM CORNY LIKE THAT!*

Picture day- Christmas eve

I had a blast this year. I think I am warga emas now and I should have a peaceful but happening Christmas celebration. That means private parties or stay-far-far-far-away-from-the-spraying-kids stunt. I will leave out KL trip pictures and DFC's 3rd Anniversary and any other pictures before this cause I am too lazy busy. Check out pictures for that in facebook okay? And I got PKA Christmas celebration ones too!!!! I will put in a few la.

This year's Christmas was celebrated at Coffee Island and Gurney Drive. At first I thought I'll spend my Christmas Eve watching television at home since there's no plan and I have class till 6p.m.

Ah Win bullied me and took such pictures of me. She asked me right a bit-left a bit and took shots like this. I don't really know how to take such pictures so I did not manage to take for her. Lain kali I go train on my sister then I take for you okay? XD

Us at Coffee Island. I was so excited when we ordered the drink cause I like beautiful straws and that kacau thingie.

Several shots at Coffee Island's toilet and pictures of me drinking. So salah to collage them together but nevermind la. XD

Swee Win said I looked kaypo in this but WHAT CAN I DO? I was talking to the waitress. Takkan I let Sharifah talk to the waitress in MANDARIN? Lol. Hence the kaypo face. Fits the situation at that time though. I was kaypo-ing. XD While korek-ing stuff from my bag some more.

Us and our messy hair while sitting at Gurney Drive. Ah Win, Sha and Diana shared a plate of Char Koay Kark which I think should be yummy but I was not in the mood for any koay kark. We stood at the roadside eating cause we are scared that the koay kark might get extra whipped cream toppings. In this case, snow spray. =P

And one picture of PKA christmas celebration. I got many in facebook. =) I love the candles and thank you to Sandra for the picture of me with the beautiful candle!!!

Merry Christmas again everyone.

I am going back to USM tonight

but I am not complaining cause I'll be back again on Wednesday. I know!!! But I have to enjoy now cause I won't get that much chance when these holidays are over. This sem we don't have many holidays like we used to and so I must really enjoy this holiday.

I have done cleaning up my room and I MIGHT post up pictures of it. My room is neater now la although we have an extra cupboard. Let's pray it'll stay like this for a LONG LONG time. I prefer my cupboard now although it's way too small for someone to keep their clothes in there cause at least now I am responsible of my own area only and I don't have to dump all my clothes in there. I will arrange my clothes according to their categories like pants, at home clothes and go out clothes. Ok, too much information. =P

So....I have one assignment to tackle when I am back in uni cause these 5 days have been my play games non-stop days. I slept at 3am and wakes at 10am and sis's bf say I will get stroke for all those late nights. I kinda regret now cause I should sleep earlier and spend more time on my bed ma!!!!

To compensate for pictures-cannot-upload days in USM, I will put up another post with pictures that is schedule like tomorrow or something! YAY! Syok sendiri.

SPRING CLEANING!!!!

Wheeeee.... and I've just transferred to a small cupboard. No more space for new baju. Boohoo...

The downside of being the youngest and own less clothes!!! Anyway, at least this coming CNY we can at least have some hope that we won't have to clean our house till 12 midnight on the day before CNY. It feels weird not having to do that though. =P

I grew up doing that okay???? And every year, the house also damn messy. We are good at buying and messing up I guess. =) No pictures of the house or I'll get killed for bringing down the family's name or whatever shit like that. XD

Ok, sis's bf is complaining that he cannot find a place to lie down on our bed. So ridiculous. How can you find a place to lie down when we are clearing our room??? Bye.

Hostel picture post

I have to put picture post because I feel my blog damn boring with all words. So what should I post first? I think I will start with pictures of where I stay. My room and such. And if you are some overseas student, you'll be so glad you studied overseas. T.T

This is my table. If you can see a paper on top of my cup, it's because I forgot to bring the cover. =P

This is my dustbin. HAHA, I got none so I uses plastic bag only. I hang them beside my table and so I can throw rubbish easily into my 'bin'.

My messy table with my laptop. Damn lots of stuff on my table I know. =P

Our corridor. Toilet is nowhere in sight cause it's VERY FAR. No la, according to Win, it's very far. XD

Nah...more picture of our corridor. My room is just like the ones opposite. Buka pintu is our room already.

And finally. Our Tasik Harapan!!! =)

Never say anything you are not sure of

I said I won't be celebrating Christmas eve and will be onlining sambil watch tv that night. Mana tau I came back only at 2am. I slept till 9am and then I go church. Then I go QB till 7 and then go dinner till 10. T.T So tired can die.

Eyes cannot open already. But luckily tomorrow only my mum will send me back to attend SHE. Benci SHE la. Salah timing betui. Anyway, since I have not wished anyone,


MERRY CHRISTMAS YA???

We were at Gurney last night and we stood SOOOOO far from the crowd cause we are afraid of the snow spray. Warga emas like us no longer enjoy getting sprayed at or spend stupid amount of money (any amount of money on snow spray is stupid) to spray other people. I rather use that money to buy clothes or donate to people. Crap, use it on expensive sushi also better than spray it on people you don't know. I MEAN WHY SPEND ON PEOPLE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW?

I have grown up. =)) I have pictures but will only update tomorrow morning cause I is very tired.

I am all ready for Christmas!!!

I am all dressed up (ok la, I did not dress up, just make up) waiting for Diana and Win. XD We are going steamboat I heard. Yum yum.

I agreed even before I checked my purse. I think I have enough money. HAHA. I am all hyped up for Christmas!!!!!!

Finally for once we are not going to get packed like sardins and be with the rest of the youngsters in Gurney. I am old enough to know that I no longer fit in there I guess.

Ok, shall go get ready and wait for them. No picture post tonight afterall. I will try to post as soon as possible la. I know my blog is already start to be boring with all words.

Another day of a boring life

Internet has been really bad lately. I'll have to sign in and out and in and out all the time. Assignment starts pouring in and lecturers are making sure that we are not going to start this semester being all lazy and taking things slowly, one at a time. I guess it's good to start early as I prefer to know my assignments earlier than to have them telling me two three weeks before I am supposed to hand in.

Now I can start doing research on it especially on lazy hot afternoon as it gives me motivation to walk to the library to enjoy the air-cond while studying. Apparently our seniors are not enjoying their semester very much and it is bothering me cause this time next year, I'll be the one complaining about it. And despite how I love to complain, I am not looking forward.

Let's just pray that I'll earn lots of money after I graduate to compensate for the killer papers and assignments okay? XD Most of my classmates are not attending their first SHE class and I don't know if I want to either. (Note: SHE is Hubungan Etnik, bukan the singer thankyouverymuch) I mean it's on Friday 5p.m to 7 p.m. which is really salah since I don't have any classes on Friday. Having my HPW tomorrow is already salah enough since I don't have any classes except for that tomorrow. But I am attending that la. I'll go back at 7.

Anyway, I promise a picture post when I get back home okay? I will have the whole xmas eve night to write it so I think it'll be okay. XD The connection here is terrible la. I can't even have a peaceful chat without getting dc-ed.

Love,
A uni student

Lol.

BTW, it's really hot here. If I were a boy, I would wear my white ahpek singlet with shorts and a straw fan in hand outside on my corridor.

Uni student, macam-macamlah

I think everyone is sick of me complaining. XD First I complain that we don't have book to do revision and we have to resort to the sad library which I totally feel belonged because I will always spot my coursemates hanging out in OUR aisle. Especially when we are supposed to do assignment, that very few aisle are where you'll find us.

Now that my minor English has a book, I am whining about having to fork out RM 44 to buy them. I got it anyway and I have to get another Oxford Thesaurus and Spanish dictionary next week. I have no more money so I cannot get them today. Anyway, after much running and lots of walking in uni, I have roughly finalized my time table and let's pray I get 9 to 11 am lab hours okay?

Everything seems new, relevant, interesting and exciting at the same time but I would have to spend my Xmas this year watching television at home. I am not complaining after all the running for the past 3 days. Yes, I have been busy like a bee ever since Sunday.

I have yet to adapt to the hot weather and I hope I don't have to cause no one likes hot days anyway. I have to check my mails, go pom pom and wash my clothes and class is at 5p.m. Should I nap? It's 2.20 already. I better not. I can sleep early tonight. =P No morning classes tomorrow anyway. Tomorrow I have only one class which is my 5 to 7 pm class. I know, so salah right? If not I'll be home tonight already!!!So, I'll be going home tomorrow night. And I'll blog about KL, about tang yuan, about my xmas celebration here in USM and hopefully my xmas in my first church for the first time. =)


ps: I know, I IS SIPEK BORING. XD

I need to go shopping, AGAIN

Teacher say I wear like going to beach. Lol, so I have to go buy more collar t-shirts. Sien. Anyway, I've entered 3 classes today and I am more afraid but also more looking forward to my Spanish class. I think it's cool to learn new things but I don't know what he is saying lor.

So blank. I was like staring at him for all the time he speaks not because he is entau but cause he speaks so fast and when everyone goes "oh..." meaning they know what he is saying, I am still "huh?" Hmmm...seems like some kid needs to study more huh? But it'll be fun to take a foreign language la. I never took foreign language before. And Spanish sounds cool.

Besides that, I already got two assignment today and I've already gone running to the library to borrow books!!! Merry Christmas darlings. Yes, assignment starts pouring in already!!!!! Whether you like it or not, work starts and all these little lazy germs should put to rest for the time being already.

Weather in Penang or more specifically FAJAR HARAPAN USM BILIK 312 BLOK PEREMPUAN IS SUPER HOT!!!!!! I can sweat a bucket even in my own room and it's just so hot for the whole day. I sense someone is getting sick with all those cold air-cond and hot weather. It's not cool to be hot for this second and then cold the other. Really inviting trouble and sickness one.

People are fixing out awning or whatever you call them and do you think I should wash my clothes and wash air my dirty linens in public like that? XD I think I am gonna put it in the room first and dry it later at night. XD

And yes, this is a boring life of a uni student. =P Ah Ma in hospital now so pray for Ah Ma okay? She is just weak cause she started a "mogok makan" stunt the other day.

I am such a pain in the buttocks

Lol, buttocks. Anyway, I know I've been such a pain in the buttocks lately and I apologize. I guess I have mood swings and PMS and I get irritated real easily and I've been acting all grumpy and angry. Sorry.

I am going back

I am going back way way way earlier than planned. I have to skip church to go back. =( Everyone is busy and they have to send me back earlier so that they can go on with their plans later.

Shit la. So early go back USM have to eat my own lunch and dinner. ALONE cause Yi Lin won't be back till 2p.m T.T

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Plan changed cause I showed muka sedih. XD So I got back to USM at about 2.30p.m after a happy lunch at Subway. I have cleaned the room, mopped the floor and everything else and now I am left here to die of dehydration or something. SO HOT!!!!!!!!

Sipek suay arrrr

I finally got chance to go out after a whole week of rotting at home. Yes, I've been sitting at home since last Sunday. My sis and her bf want to go Gurney makan jap food and I wanted to tag along.

Mana tau, I super suay. Tummy ache. That time of the month. So I decided not to go. There goes another day locking myself at home. I damn no life lor. T.T But the pain is unbearable la. How? I don't wanna go already la. I go sleep better. Bye bye.

I use cheapskate make-ups

Walao, was looking through my friend's picture and she uses make-ups stuff like eye shadow from Bobbi Brown, lipstick from Chanel *gift from friend* and big brands like that and you know what I uses? Cheap RM10 *promotion item* eyeshadow from Elianto, glitter eyeliner from Sasa, mascara from Maybeline, glitter mascara from Face Shop *expensive XD* and facial powder that mummy buy.

I think all the prices of my make-up stuff add up will be less than one of her Bobbi Brown's eye shadow's price lor. T.T Nevermind. I shall work harder to buy better make-up stuff to pretify myself. PRETIFY!!! HAHAHA. So, you know what to give me for xmas, ny, cny, birthday, farewell, whatsoever la. XD Chanel lipstick satu babeh. Just kidding. I don't use lipstick. XD

I am frustrated

It all started with her taking a nap in the afternoon with fan turned off. Then I felt her body a bit hot and she claimed that she had a fever. Fine. And she started her "mogok makan" It's always like this. She will "mogok makan" even though doctors tell her it's not necessary.

I don't mind really to cook her oats every day and to cook for myself but what I am frustrated about is her "mogok makan" stunt. And then she'll feel even worst. She'll feel her whole body ache probably cause she is on her bed in her room 24/7 without fan turned on. And then she say she wants to go to see the specialist although she has just seen the doctor few days earlier cause she feels her heart got problem. O.o I mean ok la, I wont cancel out the possibility that she is sick but perhaps all those discomforts will not happen IF she did not "mogok makan".

I really wish to go back to USM now. The family is too complicated for me.

I am not sure if I am in the Dean List

but if I made a mistake, let's say I counted wrongly, PLEASE JUST FORGET ABOUT THIS POST OKAY?

Seriously, I don't think I am that dean list material lor. My sis was like, "So easy to get one ar?" Well, that's cause I got it and I am famous for my laziness and I rarely get good results. So I can't really blame my sis.

Besides, I did not really study when I was supposed to which is really bad. But really, so what dean list. It's not like we are getting money pun. If I study, it's not to let myself down or to avoid having nervous breakdown in the examination hall.

ps: I just step on that line okay? If at anytime should I lose my balance, I'll fall right off the list so it's not all that cool. And I still hate BM thankyouverymuch. =)

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**** UPDATED!! ****

If you kaypo till this level, read on. XD

I got B+ for both my Teori Terjemahan and Contemporary English whatevershit, B- for stupid BM ihateyou, A- for my compulsory English, 2 As for my minor English and WUS. XD I know, so many English. BWAHAHAHHAA. Sue me.

My CGPA (what is GPA?) is 3.52 lor. =)

My daily activities

I know, so boring right? Read on, it gets boring-er.

What I do daily is just cooking breakfast for granny, make my own shakes, online, eat lunch and cook for granny, online, dinner, online, fold clothes, online, sleep.

T.T I think I have enough rest already kua. I really hate the feeling of going back to USM hostel but I guess it won't be THAT bad kua. I guess I very "hong sim" la. Every time I want to go back hostel I will think how much fun my sisters are having without me.

But then when I am around, they never do anything lor. Only when I have to go back, they'll go shopping la, bake bread la, make this la and that la. Saja tau. Benci only. I really should start packing some necessities to bring back. I need some stuff to survive through my first week ma. Maybe 3 days only. But I don't know if my class on Friday is still on. Never mind.

Although my time table for next sem is really nothing to be happy of, I am glad I managed to survive 1st sem. I must survive 6 sems and get that blardy Degree!! Cannot "pak pak hei sang" my 13 years of education okay? Eh mine already 18 years. I started kindy at 2. XD

Will post about DFC's 3rd Anniversary and KL trip once I got all the pictures. Don't ask me when. XD


Nah show you our 10 continuous pictures first. XD First few is taken properly only cause we either cannot tahan and laughed or someone is staring at us and we shy. XD

This one we laughed cause someone from another table was looking at us through my camera screen and was laughing. Adakah patut??? So we had to stop la. Paiseh k??

This is taken at KLCC mia park. We couldn't tahan and laughed too cause we were at the park okay? With so many people staring at 4 girls with colourful umbrella. Why we do things like this?? T.T

My new blog header

After using my previous header for half a year, I've decided to start my new semester in USM with a new header. =)

These pictures really speak about my blog la.

Well, first of all, it has my face right? Camwhore me.

Then Danell is the representative of me chasing artiste.

The pic with me and Diana is of me and my friends (for this matter, friend. This is the only acceptable picture. =( ).

And the one with the stove means makan lor.

The one with gold Christmas deco is of me doing weird stuff.

As for the middle one, that's how I look like when I am demotivated to blog but feel that I have to blog. XD

ps: Tell me if you like it. =P

This is just to show Sir Kok

THAT IT'S A HUMAN HEAD BESIDE MY HEAD AND NOT FLOWER!!!!!!!

I was the one in the picture at that place and I OWN THAT HEAD okay??? He refuse to believe me. Want evidence somemore. NAH EVIDENCE. Now go cry yourself to bed for even having eyes.

I DID NOT PUT FLOWER ON MY HEAD TO IMPRESS/MENGGODA/WHATSOEVER DANELL K? T.T

What I did or did not do in 2008?

Looking back, although it's just one year, it felt like it has been years since I left Form 6. I mean woi, it was just a year ago when I went NZ (don't even ask about the travel post that I stopped writing), then we got to know our results, then I went Singapore and I had to register for my uni courses in Singapore. Crap, I just simply fill in everything and that explains why I am quite lost when I am in this course cause I did not know what I was in for.

Then I went KL with my friends and we had to come back a day earlier to prepare ourselves to register for USM cause we only checked whether we got our uni in the bus. Why are we so adventurous? XD Ah Win had to go UMS some more. XD

Anyway, I just got back from KL. I went KL twice already this year. And for both times, my pocket got hole. This time the hole is bigger. Bout that trip later. The point for this post is that I want to talk about what I did according to category like Wei Wei.

Studies

I just passed my first sem!! Yay! I got myself into Translation and Interpretation course in USM and spent 5-6 months trying to breathe in there. Aiya, everything seems a little wrong over there la. The hostel, the people, the course. But I managed to survive one sem and I am looking forward to another 5. I love my course mates though. I mean they are okay, some are friendly, some are a lil stranger to me cause I don't really talk in class. I know. (roll eyes)

Love Life

That does not exist. So I don't have to blog about it. At least Wei Wei got something to blog about on that okay? But a bit errr.. drama. HAHA.

Clique

It's still the same, Bentengs and Emmoes. But I have a new found old friend who is my lao qiang friend, Miss Teoh Wei Wei ( I wonder if she will ever get rid of the Miss title). I said new found old friend because getting to know her now is like getting to know a whole new person. It's just that I get warm easier with her since I've known her even before she is fully developed. Ok, she is still the same for that matter.

Anyway, she added many words into her vocab and I was shocked. I agree with Cheau Yi who said Wei Wei is a different person. She still have that whiny voice and sings terribly but she is different already. And I think I got a sort of friend in USM- Kok. Crap, I said sort of cause he sure hate us a lot cause we always kacau him. HAHA. I still hang out with Yi Lin all the time. I love that girl albeit always dibuli.

Health
Sama saja. Always sick also. Bad tummy. =( And I still have that too-fat-issue. I have been attending that dieting course but I did not follow. Boo. So I did not lose as much weight as the nurse thought I would. Sorry nurse, when I go back I eat RM5 a day okay? But thanks to USM also la, I lost some weight. Please let me lose some more. T.T I lost weight cause I have to pay for my own food and I walk a lot to classes. I know. It's so good to be kiam siap. I eat less to save money. XD

Money

It was very well-controlled until study break, exam week and KL trip. I think all my Nuffnang earnings gone in KL woi. =( I need a job next sem break. Please visit my blog cause I need money badly, boo. But I am better than Wei Wei wtf. Stop shopping in GAMA la. XD

I also contributed to the country's economy okay? All come and say thank you to me. T.T I have to mourn over the money spent. I am famous for being kiam siap with myself okay? I won't feel that bad spending for family or friends (have to cancel out cause shameless people like Wei Wei will make me belanja her. XD).

Next sem break must work already. To feed my hungry wallet. And no more karipap or snack. I have to buy packet biscuits so that I won't spend so much eating unhealthy stuff that only makes me fat. Shit. Biscuits better than karipap.

Spiritual life

I got to know Jesus this year and I am slowly growing with Him and in Him. =) I'm glad.

I'm back

I was happy. But now I am so lost and tired, I hate being me again. I have something I have to get it done by tomorrow afternoon and it's pretty impossible. Besides that, I have to look at our stupid time table that suck so badly, I wish I don't have to arrange them.

I NEED A BREAK WOI!!!!!! Don't pester me to get it done already. I can do it at my own pace. I don't need people to rush me to get that time table done. Don't ask me anything about it anymore.

I hear that word time table nia I want to meletup d.


*this is supposed to be a happy post ok? I hate USM.

Shine Jesus Shine

I am just being hyper and singing my lungs out. I am falling in love over and over again with the worship songs. It really lift me up.

I am already a button mushroom (big one) cause I've been rotting real well for the past week but these songs keep me sane.

It's like these songs fill my emptiness. It's always like this. I don't know if it's the same with everyone but I hate laughing a lot because I'll feel very empty and down once I stopped laughing. I will feel much worst after that. Or like I'm very occupied for the past few days and suddenly, nothing to do. I will feel very empty and go into the depression mode.

I am glad I have these songs. Really lift me up.

What a Bloggiful World

YAY!! I am going to What A Bloggiful World. Although I am not a part of the committee, I am really glad it is happening. I actually had to change my KL plan and skip Genting to go to this gathering!!! Genting can wait.

Come join us at What A Bloggiful World la. Especially if you are a Penang blogger. Penang bloggers rarely have gathering so we must support this one so that there's more after this.

Go register at Roundegg.

Time: 12:00PM

Date: 14th December 2008

Venue: SundayParadise Sandy Beach Resort

Fee: RM10 only!!!

Watch crappy movie also RM10 la.

I'm sure it's gonna be so much fun. I am so excited to camwhore already. See you guys next Sunday!!! =)

Now I am packing my bag to go KL. Going down KL tomorrow morning. I sipek happening. XD

I would appreciate it

if someone is grateful. I don't expect you go to hoo-ha about it but at least say THANK YOU.

Is it so hard? Is it so hard to be appreciative of what people do for you instead of being so fussy and annoy the hell outta everyone.

Sometimes it just discourage people from doing good.

I've decided to close a deaf ear to everything that happens here. I'm tired.

My holiday plan recap

It does feel....empty to be at home all the time and I know I am so gonna miss this when I get back to uni but for the time being, I am dying to go KL and have fun. I think this is by far the most satisfying holiday although I had like two weeks of boredom cause I enjoyed VBS so much.

Anyway, I'll have to update my holiday plan. =)

17-21 Rot until Win comes back

24-30 Church VBS

1-6 Rot at home again. Will try to get some things done like sorting out my notes

7-13 KL babeh!!! with people I love most apart from my family

Had my itinerary all done. I did it again. Complete with LRT maps, hotel map, where to go and on which day and which LRT/Monorail/KTM whatever shit to take.

14th What a Bloggiful World blogger meet. I will write on that....later... =)

15-21 Back to reality. Register courses and pack bag to go back to USM. T.T

So I somewhat have my days filled up before I move back to USM and stay with those lizards. And I need to get my diet plan or my operasi back up because I think I am gaining weight. I shall look for work to go for my next holiday. Shit man, sitting at home makes me fat.

Anyway, yes, I am going to KL!!!! I am excited. Hop off to pack her bag.

NO!! You cannot download that!!!

Haih, macam-macam la the things people search for now.



Adakah patut they find EmoShan to download??? Free some more. You know what/who is Emoshan???


She is Emoshan. Back in Form6, she was always emo emo and I called her EmoShan so no, you cannot download her. Not even if you pay and certainly not free.

I hope no one wants to download Chicken Win. XD

ps: The search picture too small already. I don't know how to make it big. Anyway, you can click on it to read. It says "emoshan to download free".

My latest favourite song

Chris Rice - Untitled Hymn (Come To Jesus) Lyrics

Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head, for love is passing by
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and live!

Now your burden's lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stain, so
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and live!

And like a newborn baby
Don't be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk
Sometimes we fall...so
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and live!

Sometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and live!

O, and when the love spills over
And music fills the night
And when you can't contain your joy inside, then
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus and live!

And with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live!

If I have to pick one favourite picture of me and my friends

I don't think I can do it. T.T I have so many wonderful moments with them captured and seriously, it won't do them justice if I only choose one.

Below are the moments that I will forever remember.

This is a picture of us showing that we are super heroes or something like that in the middle of Botanical Garden mia road. Luckily there are not much people but we did have people laughing and giggling at us when we were taking this picture.

After that, we must do some ABUGEN poses before we rela leave. Imagine having people to look at you and laugh at you and then you proceed to take another one. Seriously, without them, I won't do it, not even in a million years. But if you give me a million dollars then I would. XD

And then we take picture of our face stuck on the glass door. Look at the guy behind us. The horror on his face. We have the entire form 6 and form 5 staring at us while they are lining up to get food. The line is so long ma. We decided to camwhore lor.

And 6 of us squeezed into the bathroom to take picture. We had to go in one by one and position properly because space is really really limited. XD

Finally, one thing that we always enjoy doing but have very few chances of doing it. Oh I love them.

I guess this is what Kakiis is for. For you and your friends gather and form cliques so that your relationship will berkekalan selama-lamanya. Especially when you are all far far far away. Johore is far, UK is far. Johore one can come back, UK one, susah a bit. Nevertheless, you will always be in my heart and my computer. HAHA.

I give up

Really. Can I change with you?

I really give up. I don't know who or how to please anymore.

I'm tired.

ps: I think I'm being emo cause I've been at home the whole day and feeling a little sick.

pps: I think I am very a grumpy person today.

I think I miss them already.

I was involved in the VBS in my church and was assigned to take care of 10 kids last week. I think I've learnt a lot from this camp together with the kids cause my knowledge about God is somewhat like them. I am still very new and eager to learn more about Him.

It was 5 days of chasing kids, taking care of them, bringing them to toilet (I think this is my major role), dancing with them, playing and singing with these cuties. I do admit that I like some kids better than the other cause they are more easy to handle.

This is our group photo, taken in the Cinema Science. There's only 8 of them cause the other two boys came only on the first day.

I think I am quite notorious especially among my family members for having the lowest patience level and I CANNOT tolerate kids who are whiny or do not listen to me. I would have lost patience and avoid them and even detest them but surprisingly it did not happen this time. I do favour one kid over another but overall I am okay with them. I would run away from kids who are crying but I actually pacify them this time. That BIG MAN up there is working hard huh?

The kids and I. They are really sweet bunch of kids. I guess I am learning to like it when they call me Teacher. XD

Naughty but cute. She is very pretty. I like to look at her because she is a gorgeous little girl. Often cries but she is easy to pacify. =)

The same girl above. Isn't she a beauty?

AND MY FAVOURITE KID! The one I am hugging. OMG, the cutest thing ever. She is very cute when she talks. And her mummy always tie her hair so nicely. Very obedient, friendly, cute. I don't usually like kids but I love her.

Pink is not exactly my favourite color.

If that's so, then why are there so many pink clothes in my cupboard??

In all shades of pink.

Don't ask why my cupboard so messy. My sis needs to hang her clothes so all my clothes are folded. And I got many in house t-shirt, can only be worn at home.

I am praying hard

that none of the people from my church ever come across my blog. I don't care about hits. T.T

You know la, they are all very holy kind of people while I haven't even finished a chapter in my bible. I bet the kids know better than I. And well, I think I did blog about them before so lagilah cannot let them read. And then I don't know if I used any harsh language.

Boohoo... I is scared. But now, I is sleepy. VBS has officially ended and OMG I love that little boy. So cute. He cannot wake up early for few days already. That's why he always come with sleepy face.

And his mother got me a present, a t-shirt to be exact. M size. Thank you for thinking that I can fit M size, I will try harder. During VBS, they give me L size shirt (I am a XL size for as long as I can remember) and now the kid's mum gives me M size. It was really sweet of him and his mother to thought of me though. And I'm very happy cause he wrote the message. One cute boy indeed.

Will blog about it more when I am fully awake tomorrow. Besides, I got no pictures with me. So... =)

OMG I got fansee

My mum and eldest sis say they will visit my blog many times a day because they forgot they checked or they thought I would have updated. OMG like how I will open pinkpau, sweatlee and audrey's blog.

I ada fansee. =) *beams* *throws confetti - Wedding Dash*

*goes to bed happily*

ps: Last day to take care of the kids. I am so going to miss Xin Yu cause she is the cutest and the most kuai among the other small kids.

Blog hits jatuh mendadak

And I am too lazy to layan anymore. It's like below 50 at times now. I no strength anymore.

It's never meant to be high anyway. I mean you either have a clique online or you have freaking lots of fans. Else, you'll be just another blogger trying hard to make people know you but to no avail.

I kinda like how it is now, when I can update or not whenever I like. Ok la, there are some people bugging me to update. Close friends to be exact.

Eyes cannot open already, I bought a baju and a pair of shoe already. HOW AR?

I have no mood to blog

Firstly it's because I don't really like the pictures we took the other day.

And secondly it's probably cause I am tired with all the running with kids and telling them not to do this or that.

The kids are so cuteeeeeee. If my kids are as cute, I don't mind having some. Really.

They are so intelligent for their age and I am actually amazed. And they are all way too under-sized for their age.

I was speechless cause everytime I want to tell them a lie or work out some imaginative characters, they just have very adult-ways to point it out to me. I mean where got a 6 year-old kid telling you, "No, he is not lightman. He is just someone dressing like lightman." He is LIGHTMAN. JUST ACT LIKE YOU BELIEVE LA. T.T You are 6 okay?

Buat malu I saja. Ok, if I can get any pictures, I'll post them up.

What's your answer?

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Look at the clock and go back to sleep. Really. Even when I have class. I'll put the alarm slightly earlier so that I can roll on the bed some more before I have to go to class. Isn't this the best feeling ever? To wake up just to find out that you still have few more hours before you really have to get up and you get to pull ur comfy comforter (that's what they are for right?) up to your chest and sleep. Breeze I tell you. BESTEST FEELING EVER!!!!!!



What bout you?

How do you want your wedding to be like?

Do you want to have the YAMMMMMMMMMMMMM SENGGGGGGGG type with 100 of guest you don't know because they are the families' friends, sok pak heng tai, yi ma ku che? Aiya, typical Chinese wedding la.

Or you want to have a smaller one, with people you are more closely related to? And instead of having course meals, you'll have time for dancing, playing, having fun and not sitting on your VIP table, eating and smiling to people?

I think wedding is more about ME and not the other way round. I think yam seng wedding dinner is pretty corny but if I really have to have this kind of wedding, the host MUST NOT be speaking corny mandarin proverbs. I get chills. And I think the guests should be more respectful to the person performing so FOOD should be stopped when there's a performance. And host MUST try to get the audience to watch the performance. AND PLEASE, NO PILLARS THAT BLOCK THE GUESTS' VIEW.

Man . . . Wedding dinners get more and more meaningless and boring. They actually starts at 8.30p.m. and finishes before 10p.m.

Do you or do you not love BSB?

(ping)^2: says:
EVERYONE LOVES BSB

(ping)^2: says:
wtf la

(ping)^2: says:
dun u love bsb?

weiwei says:
used to wtf

weiwei says:
not now

(ping)^2: says:
come on...bsb is like every girl's love..and westlife...if u are born in the late 80s, you'll love them

weiwei says:
no i dont love westlife

(ping)^2: says:
seriously...and you freaking grow up with their songs..sometimes it's not just the songs but the memories that come flooding back while listening to it

weiwei says:
wtf

(ping)^2: says:
OMG FREAKKKK cuz i love westlife wtf

weiwei says:
wtf?

weiwei says:
coz westlife era

weiwei says:
was when we have grown abit wtf

(ping)^2: says:
nope

(ping)^2: says:
i did not

(ping)^2: says:
i was lost

(ping)^2: says:
wtf

weiwei says:
what do u mean by u are lost wtf

(ping)^2: i am a cook. XD says:
when everyone was walking on the bridge to adulthood, i was lost amongst the kids?

My dinner tonight

T.T It's actually my supper. I know. iSad. Diet plans begin . . . tomorrow. XD

Finally I got a reason to blog. My supper dinner is spaghetti. I cook because I craved for it. Wanted to have it as dinner yesterday but my spaghetti rotten already. So when we went grocery last night, I grabbed some pasta and Prego sauce.

I will teach you cook spaghetti my way. It's freaking easy, everyone can cook spaghetti. It's canned sauce for goodness sake.

First, prepare carrot, sliced, and tomatoes cut into cubes. I love tomatoes so I usually put a lot. I put less cause that's all I have in the fridge. Oh and I cut the carrot into slices because I hate the raw smell of the carrot.

Cut sausages into cubes.

Prego sauce!! I love this flavour because got basil. Yum yum.

This is a MUST in our family cause sisters love it slightly spicy.

Tomato is to balance the chili. I don't know why. I always do it this way. I am not a cook. T.T As long as my family loves it, I think I am doing okay.

I am lazy to use kuali. So had to hold it so that it won't stick on the sides.

Magic!!! Sudah lembik. XD

Boiling boiling.

Put the sauce into the pan (the spaghetti taken out and set aside) and add in a can of water- use the sauce can to measure the water. Let it simmer, add in carrot. Add in tomato and let it simmer a while more. Before serving, add in sausages.

There you go. Ping Ping's spaghetti. I can never be a good wife cause I only know how to make spaghetti and bee hoon soup.

Supposed conversation with future husband.

Husband : What's for dinner darling?

Me: Bee Hoon Soup lor

Husband: Yummy. What bout tomorrow?

Me: Spaghetti lor.

Husband: Yay, the day after that?

Me: Well, you can choose between Bee Hoon Soup or Spaghetti. =))

T______T No worries, no boyfriend. XD

And these are my pictures with spaghetti.

Camwhore with spaghetti.

My sister and mum are happy. I think I did an okay job this time.

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I purposely say spaghetti very easy to cook although it's a universal fact because then I can ask people who wants me to cook for them to cook themselves. =)

ps: I changed all the spelling for spaghetti. I can never spell it right. T.T

Ping's Evolution

Apart from seeing my evolution, you can see yourself (if you are in it) and bring all of us back on a trip down the memory lane. I know you people for 7 years already. Goodness!!! Man I love our yellow badge
I think this was 2002/2003. I can't remember. I don't know why at that time we all hung out at the telephone booth. Ah Win should be the one taking our picture since she is not here.

2003!!! TCII Our first camp together and I think Ju-Yen took this picture for us. OMG I love you guys. We cook, play, sleep together. And yes, that's my mother's hairstyle.

2004 in Putrajaya KL. It was the Maths Club trip. Apparently the hairstylist thought the only way to satisfy my mum is to cut my hair according to my mum's style. Hello!!! I am the one who have to live with that hair!!!!

This is 2004/2005 already. See the RATC shirt? Anyway, this was taken at Melody. We were there to do 'kerja amal' for Moral project. Yes, we do everything together. We walked to 1-stop then to Gurney together, we go bowling together, we go camps together, we makan together, we do 'kerja amal' together. I miss everyone. =( Let's reunite in KL.

Us in our Interact Club uniform. We even joined the same clubs. And attend the events together. I practically grow up with you girls la. How can we ever grow apart? Even if we do, PLEASE remember to turn back okay?

Our Prom together. I was kicked to another table with Diana because of some reason and so we did not get to eat together. But we never failed to take pictures together. First time wearing formal.

2005. Our last day in school. Don't ask me why Yuh Jen hugged the tiang. Until today I still can't figure out. This is the most complete version of Emmoes. Sha is not in though. Why we've never taken a picture where EVERYONE is around?

2007. 6AV1 ma. So 2007. This was taken on the 14th Feb, Ling Ling's birthday. We had Sukantara so we couldn't hang out with her.

This is my Form 6 gang. No more Form 5 gang. I HAVE to put this up cause when we were taking this picture, our teacher saw us and laughed. Why we stopped doing things like this? I love doing funny stuff with you girls and emmoes. I know why. Ah Win is not here.

This was taken during SGGS Food Fair 2007. That's Jen with long hair. XD

Ah Shan's birthday!!! We were at her house, singing and playing and straightening my hair. Shan with long hair.

Then this is Hooi Shan's birthday. She was busy sleeping or playing cards I forgot. We did get some sleep so we went to the pool area to take pictures. That birthday girl played cards whole night. Too weak to come with us.

Annie's birthday. I think that was the last time I saw Yi Yin. And Swee Hong. OMG. I have long hair ever since I got into Form 6. The only difference is my fringe. I sometimes get a Khoo Chee Bee fringe and at times have it long. =)

Me and my two sisters on the ferry. We look different, I know. But I look like my mum. So I am very sure I was not picked up from the garbage. I can't say the same for my sisters though. XD

Woohoo. KL TRIP!!! With beloved sis. In Sungei Wang. Eating gui ling kou. This is before I know the beauty of contact lenses and the make up. XD What? I was 19+ okay? XD


This is me and Ju-Yen at autocity to see Daniel Danell.

And then us in Crepes Cottage. Bad experience then. OMG I MISS EVERYONE.

Picture of us before my baju got colored. Taken after we got our STPM results. Don't ask about the result.

Me birthday!!!! On my birthday. 7th April. My hot anak. XD She is coming back tomorrow. See, my fringe is long. =) And messy.

My first Singapore trip. Can you spot that shark? I love it. =)

and I got it trimmed before I go KL last June. Best trip ever cause I get to see Angeline after so long and Su Ling. OMG, can you just don't hide in KL?

And after months of not having short fringe, sis pestered me to get it cut and here I am with short fringe. She loves it, I won't comment.

And this is my current picture. Perhaps I did not change much in the recent years. But I hate my donkey years hairstyle. Seriously. I HATE IT!!!! These pictures make me want to fly to KL now and pull Ah Win together. XD

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OMG OMG MY SIS SO FUNNY!!!!

She told my grandma she wanna bring us back to our old house, and then go buy groceries and go pasar malam. Ah Ma asked her, "Uh nya boh nya?" (True or not one?) My eldest sister is famous for her cakap tak serupa bikin. She always promise this and that and then never do it. I've kena many times before. HAHAHAHAH She is like the boy who cried wolf. XD

Sis say behind Ah Ma's back, "Boh seong sin mien ki." (Don't believe no need go.) HAHA. Behind her back la. Always like that kacau her one.