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Monday, September 29, 2008

Moonlight Resonance

HAHA, cause so many of my buddies watching, let's discuss it.

1. Which part makes you cry the most?

2. WHO make you cry the most?

3. Which character you really really like?

4. Which part you paling suka? *I got one part I ALMOST want to cut out and watch again and again, so mean*

5. Like the ending or not?

My answer:
1. I cry when they accuse Ah Yuet. I don't know why, cry until pilipala the tears.

2. I think the whole show, whenever Ah Yuet kena accuse, I sure cry until damn mempersiasuikan one. XD

3. I like that Linda Chung cuz she damn pretty, and I actually like Ah Yuet also, and Ah Ka. Wa suka.

4. The part when that Ah Sa's daughter kena pukul. DAMN SYOK!!!

5. Although that ending very er typical, I like. Haih, last time I would say, always also like this one la, but now I'm old already, I prefer like this one.

=)) I paling want to know which part you cry PALING teruk. I had to like pretend I got flu ok cause I was watching in my room and my room mate was around. Then the other times my sis are around, have to tahan my tears. T.T

You know what's real friends?

It's easy to have friends around, but never easy to have REAL friends around. I don't know if I have met them, I am not sure if the ones I have are REAL friends but right now, IT FEELS LIKE IT!!!!!! I really should take some time, call them up, hang out and tell them how much they mean to me. Seriously, when you've been to a place you see fake people around, you'll learn to appreciate the friendship you have.

Who am I to say other people are fake? Blerh...

I love you girls!!!!!!!

ps: Ok la, I got nothing to update. My holiday damn sad one. Wei Wei can laugh now.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

No updates

Hidup bagaikan ritual sahaja. Tiada apa-apa yang istimewa jadi tiadalah update.

Kawan-kawanku, ajaklah I keluar. Boring ni~~~

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

He loves each and every one of us.

How can I forget that? How can I forget that He picked us, write down our story, plan everything for us and He remembers us by name. Who actually take his time to really know us? He knows us, He create us, and He saved us. Am I even worth it?

I was watching this movie called Pay It Forward and it's really inspiring. How many of us actually go all out really helping a stranger, regardless of whether they worth it or not? It's not just showing them way but really helping them. With heart. We cannot plan it, we can only do it with heart and we cannot make them do it. We can only hope that they want to do it because their heart wants them to.

At some point in the movie, I thought to myself, how many times have I thought 'Why should I help you?' That selfish sinful thought. How many times have I rejected to help someone because she was selfish to me? He did not ask himself 'Why should He help me?' I did bad things, I am sinful, but He gave up His life for me.

This will take a lot of hard work but He will be with me. I'll just have to get it started. Thank you for that lovely movie, Pay It Forward.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

At times like this

I can't help but to think of you,
It's funny how your image come flashing through my mind,
the time is awkward,
what I'm doing is so wrong,
I never thought I'll think of you,
after 3 long years

When eyes are about to close,
I wish I am 17 all over again,
Time passed us by,
Our paths have long crossed,
and diverge,
We both know,
after that very junction,
we will never see our paths converge again.

I failed you,
your expectation failed me,
and courage failed us.

It no longer matters,
I've grown up,
into someone I never knew,
into a stranger,
I couldn't care less,
Society shaped me.

Monday, September 22, 2008

I won the Mamamia tickets too!!!

But I did not receive any email stating that I won the tickets. That's why I mentioned in earlier post that I did not win. My sis saw my name when she went to take her tickets. So here I am, sitting in my cold hostel room (it's really cold) and frowning cause I could have been there, camwhoring with the rest and probably get to know new people.

I don't know what went wrong but it definitely make me sad. =(( Perhaps it's just another reason for me to be moody. Haih, it's okay la, I've written few post but when I want to submit for contest, it either cannot load or got sucky connection. I'll get used to it.

=(( People are watching Mamamia and having the time of their life and here I am, typing. I hate this.

ps: I am in USM hostel, that's why I cannot go. If I am at home sure I fly there. T______T

You know you are desperate when

you have to resort to such compliment to make you feel better. Walao eh, I got no social life here and now I have to get praises like this to make me happy. T.T

HAHA.. So ngam you can see me, wei wei and yilin in this chatbox. XD

Malaysians have learnt to keep our mouth shut

I don't know bout other people but I think it's really really really normal for Malaysians to think that if they keep their mouth shut, and complain to every living creature after that, they will be fine. This is called brood anger management I think. Seriously, how many of you ever dare to complain about injustice in school??

Or if you don't like something, when did you ever dare to walk up to the person-in-charge and complain? More often than not, we keep the beh syok-ness (unsatisfaction) in our hearts and we go back we complain and complain and complain to everyone we know. My lecturer was talking about how we should voice out if we are not satisfied about one of the courses, WUS, which is compulsory for everyone to take in order to graduate. This course is like a HUGE HUGE money sucking machine, everyone complains about it, but none really expressed this to the lecturer. Except for Peter. XD

We had to pay RM10 to rent umbrellas and tables that they can easily reuse every single year for this Expo where we have to sell stuff. And if you are such a sucka in selling stuff, you'll lose money right? And you can't report in your assignment that you rugi. Die die also must say untung and these syok sendiri lecturers will think they have trained businessmen and businesswomen. I often say this, the real entrepreneur are not us, but the lecturer. Seriously, RM10 for that lousy umbrella that FOUR groups (RM40) have to share and lousy tables that TWO groups have to share?

And if that is not enough, we had to pay RM6 for ONE user name+password which enables us to access to the course's website and hand in our assignments. And we have easily 1200 students per sem??? Seriously, WHO IS THE ONE EARNING? I thought they are supposed to lead us and help us. And I DON'T FIND THAT COURSE USEFUL!!!!! The lecturer even mentioned that we can choose to hand in hard copy or soft copy and of course everyone goes and buy that code because we thought it'll be cheaper. BUT WALAO EH!!! Now a bit beh syok cause I bought.

And then again, I am a true bred and kiasi, kia cheng hu Malaysians. I keep my mouth shut. Seriously, if you managed to solve this problem, the other 1199 students might think you are cool, for one sem. If you bring troubles to them? You get 1199x2 eyes staring at you and cursing you. Can avoid tiok avoid la. I think Malaysians (unless sipek daring ones) will grow up as cowards with no principles and easily bullied bunch of people.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I think Word Challenge beh syok me

Like this how to win Teoh Wei Wei??? They beh syok me la I think. T.T Ok, go write resume watch television.
wtf, I think Wei Wei bribe that short girl with popcorn. DARE TO EAT POPCORN STILL!!!!!!! Put poison inside. Die you, DIEEEEE.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I think I very the malang

or I very the stupid lor. I've written on that Mamamia thing way way way earlier than many people but I think I forgot to submit lor. T.T Cause I don't think I win any tickets. My sis who wrote in much later (I asked her to), won 3 tickets. T.T Sipek suay arrrr....

So I don't think I am going to that show anymore. Chieh, don't get to camwhore, not fun. =(( Have fun la fellow Nuffnangers who are going to the Penang one. I'll just rot in my hostel room. =(( I think we have some makan-makan at hostel. Free. XD

Go talk to my sister, Pao Pao if you go. XD

Word Challenge

I won Wei Wei already!!!!!!!! Woohoo.

I am so addicted to this game and Wei Wei once say I am damn nerdy la. Addicted to games also it's word games. BUT THEN!!!!!! She is also addicted. =)) Padan dia mia muka. XD

Friday, September 19, 2008

Of pictures again

Haih, hidup susah dekat USM. Connection is so slow, I cannot upload photos when I'm in USM. I finally got back my camwhore vibe, thanks to my two buddies who don't mind camwhoring with me (some claim that they are not photogenic and refuses to take picture, apa nak buat?)

So, let's start with Cousin Monkey Chooi's second farewell and Mummy's late birthday celebration at Ingolf Restaurant (some German stuff) last Sunday.

When you are in my family, you take funny pictures. No? Lol, look at Mr. Lim for goodness sake. He'll kill me though. And I love my family because of the people in it. My sis, mum, aunt, grandma, cousin, cousin's gf and *roll eyes* sis's bf. I know la, I always complain bout them. Why ar? T.T Satan la.

The three ladies in my family in pink. Pao, Che, Bu. XD

Me and Sun pretending to look at menu. Or were we looking at menu? Hmmm...

That's Cousin Monkey Chooi (CMC) and his gf, Sun, and me. XD I was acting moody la.

The two little families. Aunt, Che, Pao, Me, Sun, CMC, Bu.

Me, Sun, CMC.

Me XD Camwhore camwhore.


I took this from Body Shop. Mummy went in to WINDOW SHOP and I took it. I MEAN IT OKAY??? This is to all my buddies, Emmoes and Bentengs and also to Wei Wei, that stupid Word Challenge enemy of mine. She is not stupid cause she won me. T.T

Read this and take it to heart that I mean it. I love you girls. Who on earth can replace you girls? Man, high school friends ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!

A book I borrowed from USM library and am reading. XD So slow. I know. But it's good, it's really good. I've quoted a few lines from him and I like it a lot.

Another book I borrowed and planning to start after I am done with Morrie. I think I need to extend the duration of borrowing that book.


It's amazing how the three of us became friends la. I mean okay la, it's amazing how my two buddies can become friends and actually camwhore together. They both have heart of gold though. I mean they are both such a bully (they bully me) but they always say or offer help at the right time.

Like when I told them I got cramps, they offer to buy me food AT THE SAME TIME! And like although they bullies me, I can totally know they are joking and they would be there for me whenever I need them and I do not have to worry about them leaving me behind because there's better offer for them elsewhere.

You get what I mean? I can depend on them. How I wish everyone in the world can be less selfish for once. It doesn't happen in the real world. Apparently people like Wei Wei, Yi Lin, Shan Shan, Cheng Ling, etc etc (Emmoes and Bentengs), are the minorities. I am glad I've found them in my life. Seriously, you'll understand when you are in a university. So much sarcasms, me-first-s, selfishness, and i-am-better here. I'm so sick of it that think I've grown more anti-social than before. It doesn't help that I was quite an anti-social already before this. Sometimes I wonder, is really this one person better than the other? I don't know.

Angels sent by God. God, I KNOW YOU LOVE ME! I LOVE YOU TOO!!! They damn photogenic can die.


That's my room mate in blue and my hostel mates. Finally they are willing to camwhore with me. Life is sad when no one shares the same hobby as you do.

L-R, T-B: Me and Chin Wei, me and my room mate- Huey Chian, me and Sook Yien, me and Yee Teeng.

Taking pictures with really cool looking lanterns on exibits that night.

Performance. It was worth that RM3. Although we are again a bunch of anti-socialites who sat so far away from the crowd. Seriously, there goes my social status. We should start sitting WITH the crowd and not AWAY from the crowd. Even if we are not fishing or pretending not wanting to fish, at least we are not that anti-social right?

The left side of me. Wei Wei, Susanna and Yi Lin. This my darling are friends and love. =))

Why we camwhore so much? Because Ping Ping needs that extra dosage. XD

Taking pictures with candle-lit lanterns. Yes, me very excited cause me play battery one last time. T.T Damn sad case right? Apparently many people think I very fake (jia-jia *think I'm like them meh?*) when I say I've never played before candle one. Why la I so sad case one? I very clumsy ma. Born with 4 legs one me.

Mummy would never let me play the ones with candles. I've never had my candles lit up before. Besides, I've had those plastics one. With strong frame, so strong, you won't get your lanterns burnt because they won't cincai boncai collasped on your sad looking candle. Lol, Wei Wei understands my kesengsaraan.

I was totally bodoh about lanterns la. I berkurun-kurun tak celebrate already kay? I was very jakun but I've had my hands on that candle-lit lantern that night, CONGRATULATE ME ALREADY!!!!!

I was actually very scared la when I was holding the lantern. Can see I lift my shoulder up when I held that lantern. Very stiff. So tiring okay? To hold a lantern. So risau it'll burn off. Burn nevermind ar, don't kena people can already. I got poor hands and brains coordination kay? I later throw that thing too far and kena people how? So drama can.

Our lanterns. Me took picture of this using one hand ar. I feel damn power now.

More lantern shots because I told Wei Wei, this might be our last if we screw this one up. XD Why God send me a friend who is jakun like me? Jakun-ness overdose. We were shrieking okay when that lantern slide towards Wei Wei. We didn't know we had to coil that aluminium thingie around the stick. I thought Susanna was damn smart to think of that way to stop the lantern from sliding okay? Apparently, THAT'S WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSED TO DO. Don't laugh.

My orange lantern looks so pretty. Love the color of the lantern. So perfect for a shot.

That's me showing how I held that thing and walk back to Fajar Harapan. I was happy, excited, and really enjoying myself. Seriously, I thought that would be my last lantern okay? Perhaps I'll do it again. I am afterall more experienced now. If I burn it, I'll just resort to using the battery ones. I can even hum the songs. So pro right?

That's all. XD I think my blogspot sudah gila. I keep losing this last para. I was saying, that's all for this week's pictures. Hopefully there's more to come in the coming weeks. =)) Life in uni should be fun and enjoyable and not be filled with dislikes to other people. If only those people know about it and make it easier for everyone. Bah~ I think I am oversensitive but I think in a way, she is too insensitive. And they never seem to realise!!!!!!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Finally, the winners have been announced

After more than 3 months, the winner for Project Trafford have been announced. Nicolekiss's team won if you want to know. Nevertheless, I am proud of what our team had came up with. A pat on the back for every BUMPERS. It was a great experience la. And heh, good money. XD

I shall re-link everyone here although my daily hits damn little. Act like I very sau foon yeng like that lar. XD Our team leader PinkPau. I totally changed my opinion about her blog after that. I used to feel lazy when I see her lengthy post but oi, damn addictive okay? Next is Clare. Whoops, I just found out about her dad's passing. Sorry Clare.

Then it's Justina, who is in US. Pretty wokay?? She enjoys dressing up and she always looks good in it one. Not fair hor? XD The guys are Bryan and Mr. Badak. Two Bs. Lol, Bryan is a Shouter like me and eh, he post about advertisement of room renting for gays only, I go baca now, kaypo. So open-minded already meh Malaysians. Mr Badak, man of few words but does his thing well. Come to think of it, he don't talk much either when we were doing that project. Or perhaps we are a bit too chi cha. XD

Ok la, finally the thing has ended. To tell the truth, I also forgot they have not announced winner cause the thing has dragged on for so long. =)) Hopefully Nuffnang kasi more chance lar. You know, having sales in the mall is nothing when there's no money. XD

PS: OI, I forget to congratulate, bukan jealous hor? XD Congrats Nicolekiss's team. XD So, jom kita pi celebrate, you all treat. XD

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Why of all people

it's him who starts acting like this? Do I really have to lose all my good friends because of this? I know he is confused and perhaps misunderstood himself but it happens so often that I lost my friend after that. And it's not even my fault!!! I did nothing and I always always always have to be the one to bear the guilt and the blame. I'm so tired of all this. Can you guys for once get your mind straight and not make me the victim?

There's no answer from me that will save the situation. It either break our friendship right away or slowly break it. And I HATE IT!!!!!!!! DON'T MAKE ME THE VICTIM CAN? Just leave me alone and let me be who I am. I'm always the victim. I can be sure to say this. I AM ALWAYS THE VICTIM!!!!!!!

I can forgive him because he is confused, but can he forgive me for having a clear mind? It's so unfair!!!!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Will i survive tomorrow?

With my 1001 symptoms of aunty visiting, will I survive a total of 6 hours class tomorrow?

I have to go 6 hours class instead of 4 because we have had too many holidays this semester and we have to replace our BM class or we can start wiping our ass clean clean to fail this semester's BM.

FAIL BM YOU KNOW??? NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE IN MY LIFE LOR!!!!!! Like getting one digit result for my Maths. I know, stupid ma.

Anyway, I've been feeling aches all over, my stomach is bloated and aiya, head till toe also not okay la. May God be with me tomorrow and I hopefully I can pull through that 6 hours of class. If I can, then I can go back at 3 on Friday. Else, I'll have to stay till 7. DOWAN!!!!

Cousin Monkey Chooi is leaving tomorrow. Bye bye koko, take good care of your money and don't simply spend, wait for me. XD

Another lame uni life+ Mooncake Festival

What is Mooncake Festival to you? Well, it's just another day with probably some lame concert at my ex-housing area for kids. I have stopped celebrating Mooncake Festival since God knows when. Then why do I feel that emptiness when I saw people celebrating it and playing with lantern yesterday? I was secretly hoping that I was down there playing lantern or er....getting lanterns burned. Unless I got the battery one. *beams*

Life oh life. I'll be finishing my first sem in another month's time and I asked myself, what have I learnt? I've not gained much friends outside of my course or hostel, I am always lost and often alone, I don't know what I am studying when everyone else seem so SURE. I'm just afraid I guess. Perhaps what one of the senior told me is right. Somehow there's someone who will be slower than everyone else. It all happens and I just have to learn to be faster though I am slowest now. Besides, God is with me. He is preparing my way for me.

Whatever that happened, happened for a reason. And He knows what I need and He will provide. Yes, He will provide.

I'm so sick of this whole fishing village lar!!!!!!! Not much people will understand but I'm tired of looking at fishermen/women around, though I am aware that I am one of the villagers here and it means somehow one way or another, I am a fisherwomen. A not so successful one. Chieh, I am probably jealous. XD

Sunday, September 14, 2008

When will I win???

ps: heh, tml's pop quiz also not yet study. Wei Wei la, hai me one. XD

Saturday, September 13, 2008


Picture time!!!!!! Hehe, finally back home. Lousy connection in USM cannot reply comments or post pictures. Sad blog la.

Anyway, picture time!!!

This is me camwhoring with my pimples. Two weeks later, I got a new one. XD

Me and my cousin's girlfriend, Sun. Sun and the Moon, corny I know.

Yum yum. Steamboat dinner with family cause Cousin Monkey Chooi is leaving for UK like NEXT TUESDAY!!! Finally. XD Not finally that he is leaving, FINALLY he graduated from his dip. XD

This is my pretty cousin, Hoeng and my even prettier sister, Pao.

This is my every hiong Ah Ma and I. Hiong cause she hugged Daniel and KISSED BELINDA CHEE on the cheek!!!!

My Cousin Monkey Chooi and his girlfriend, the sun the moon and the star.


*ok la, I don't have pictures. Gonna pester-memester the seniors to give me. Win, share with me ur experience at Christian Fellowship!!!!

The wave was big, I got wet okay? But it was a wonderful experience. I really needed that time to just sit and watch the wave. I was damn emo at that time cause I missed all my secondary school friends. Life in USM is not the same as the one I had with you guys.

I can blabbed anything to you guys and you guys will never fail to console me to tell me that no matter what, hey, I've got you guys. Emo days were easier to past last time.

Now? I don't know, I really wish I can talk to all of u again. Wait I get the D'Campus, I'm gonna call all of you. I MISS WIN!!! And SHAN!!! Yi Lin, hugs!!! One of my pillars in USM. Wei Wei is another. Sorry for the heavy weight. XD

I wore the Roxy flip flops there. SALAH!!! Cause damn dirty after that, but can wash. Thank god. XD I am loving that white shoe of mine!!! Loves win.

Wave again. I know, lousy shots. Wait till I learn photography skill, let you all "tai hoi ngan kai".

Me in my formal wear with make up. Hehehe. Got presentation lar.


On the way there, I'll walk on this pavement. Walk walk walk, then,

I'll pass this dirty longkang. Ok la, not THAT dirty la.

Then the tasik where people jog and have evening walks. Yi Lin, jom evening walk.

Then will pass this Jabatan Keselamatan. So salah, we have to buy tickets to enter swimming pool here and you know how far is that swimming pool and this Jabatan Keselamatan?? SO SALAH!!! So remember to get your tickets first!!!

This creepy jungle like walk. XD This is nothing, wait till you get to Yi Lin's place. Can scared to death cause will sesat. Ok la, maybe me only. But all of the blocks and rooms look the same. Always don't know which stairs to take. So scary. T.T

Diana, Yi Lin, Hooi Shan and I at Sakae Sushi. Hooi Shan is leaving on the 16th so darlings, if want to wish her safe trip, entau air-steward or whatever, send a.s.a.p.

Us again. Cause we are bored like that.

Random shots. How come Hooi Shan don't have? Cause she busy take us. T.T Hehe. Last picture according to Diana is Picture of Ping Ping scolding Me. Chieh. I forgot why. XD

The lift shot was such a success. We managed to capture it when the lift reach third floor. Just a milisecond before the door opens. So keng. Proud. Not me, Diana. Chieh. Oh and we met up with Ling Ling, bumped my head while trying to take this shot. I sacrificed leh. XD
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