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Monday, August 31, 2009


check the lock on your toilet door before you start bathing, during and after you finished bathing. Make sure it is LOCKED like it should.

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ps: Don't even HAVE to think what happened that spurred this thought.

sigh, things I do in USM.

Merdeka doesn't feel like one just because II

table is full of books for assignment and test. T___T Yes, blame the lecturer for not instilling this semangat kemerdekaan in me. Anyways, the discomforts in my tummy is still lurking around. Appearing once in a while and it doesn't help that I'll have hard time looking for meals later when I am hungry.

It worsen if I am hungry. Sigh, yes, PMS hit me hard ALL THE TIME. I am one of the unlucky ones with PMS (some people never experience PMS okay?) Need to space out lest I scold people or something because I am grumpy and moody like this.

Happy Merdeka!!!!!!!!

Merdeka doesn't feel like one because

I am a girl.

Why did I choose to come back to this place when I can happily munching on snacks at home for another day, watching television and fireworks? Why did I choose to come back to this place, away from my family with a phone with no line? DiGi, YOU SUCK. =(((

I am super emo now because I cannot message anyone to grumble or complain and I feel uncomfortable. I don't know why, been having tummy discomforts and body aches. The 'perks' of being a girl I guess. You get to feel 1001 pains that you can never make out why.

I miss home, I miss food (because I got tummy discomforts-laughing too much) and I miss my bed. I can't believe coming back to USM is still so hard after 3 sems. And I live 30 minutes away only. I hate this. I guess I need more friend to make me hate this place less. And that is not happening. T___T

Anyway, Happy Independence Day. I would gladly sing and wave flags at home but since I am away from home, I've lost all the drive or mood to do anything at all. I guess I'll just sleep in earlier and hope tomorrow will be better.

I HATE MOOD SWINGS. *this explains why Merdeka doesn't feel like one because I am a girl, I have mood swings and nothing feels like anything when you have mood swings.*

Saturday, August 29, 2009

A lazy Saturday morning

Woke up to the singing of my human alarm clock. This house is the house of singers. Everyone sings to wake one another up each morning. I don't because usually they sing to wake me up. T___T Even when I really don't need to wake up that early.

Do nothing for like half and hour before taking my bath. The water is still cold despite turning on the heater. I guess the water is too cold to be heat up. Then changed and blow-dry my hair. Was about to leave home when something (ie mummy cannot find her pouch bag) cropped up and decided maybe we don't want to go Youth Park after all. Yes, we are grumpy people when we cannot find our things. Besides it's pouring outside. Cancelled the plan and continue onlining.

I <3 lazy Saturday mornings.
Check out my new header. Don't like one of the picture, top left, but am too lazy to edit them again because unfortunately, this is not like photoshop where you can just remove that picture if you don't like it. Will stick to it for now.
Love the new setting for posting. =)) Uber cool. Go to Setting - Scroll down to Select post editor and choose updated editor. =)


Friday, August 28, 2009

Typical Rainy Day

7.45 am - Woke up because the room mate is walking around the room. Roll on the bed for few more minutes.

8.00am - Drag self out from the bed. It's still raining. =( Lazily got up to go wash up (This includes slow mo walk while dragging one's feet to the super far away toilet)

8.20am - Slab 1000 essential facial stuff on the face and got changed.

8.30am - Grab some biscuits and still contemplating whether or not to sleep in and skip the class.

8.40am - Due to kia su-ness, dragged self to leave that cozy room out to the cruelly cold air not before folding up one's jeans to the nerd level. Scared will got it wet. (Got wet anyway, so be cool and leave it down.) Got one's shoe flying off while walking to class because one decided to wear sandals instead of sport shoes (Read: flood)

8.50 am - Reach the class class and began the 1 hour torture.

10 am - Got out of class and smell the air of freedom. With that overworked umbrella, walked back to the library and wrote this post.

If only I chose the road less taken. Perhaps I'm still in the room, cuddling my bibi, sleeping under that cozy blanket, listening to raindrops and smiling. Sigh, such is the life of a student. Rain or shine man. Rain or shine.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

There's always a peak period

And mine is in these few weeks.

I have 3 assignments to hand in,

3 test lining up one after another (MADNESS)

and 2 oral presentation in line.

Madness but C'est la vie.

Take a day at a time and do not worry about tomorrow cause He will take care of tomorrow. And today has enough worries of its own, I don't have much space left for tomorrow.

=)) Off to bathe and then get started with her work.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009


There is a person I enjoy talking to.

We see each other every day, we talk all the time. When we don't see each other, we sms each other or talk on MSN.

We laugh over jokes only both of us understand and find it funny.

We laugh at each other and sometimes stood up for each other.

We tease each other over nothing at all. I feel so 'me' when I'm around that person.

She's a girl. FML.

T____T Ok la, nothing to blog about and I am not LESBIAN!!! Not to her anyway. I'll be so pitiful if I am a lesbian and I fall for her. Every day kena from her, can die ok? Yes, it's Wei Wei. FMLx100

Monday, August 24, 2009

I don't know what I want

The thing is, even if I want it, I am not brave enough to fight for it. And I'll just force myself and tell myself I don't really want it anyway.

What is wrong with me? Can't I for once fight for something I want and believe in?

Maybe not, cause I'm born a chicken like that. I've decided to do what I always do, run and avoid. I might regret but that's the only thing I think is rational and right to do.

Perhaps it's because I'm always telling myself, I don't deserve it. I don't deserve anything good happening to me. When will I stop torturing myself like this?

Sunday, August 23, 2009

It's very important

to make sure there's toilet paper before doing ANYTHING in the toilet.

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ps: Don't even try to think what happened that spurred this thought.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

A pinch of suay-ness

I am an easily distracted person. Just one thing that people say or do, I will get distracted. But I'm glad this time I was strong enough. Some people just can't see other people having a peaceful and happy life without them. They just have to come and destroy people's beautiful Friday but I'm glad it ended up being a BIG JOKE to me and did no harm to me.

Ah Beng joke: boohoo is a person's name?

T__________T It's crying. Like booooohoooo...bawling...No one has the name of boohoo okay?

Anyway that's not the suay thing. For both my Friday and my Saturday, my beauty sleep was interrupted with phone call and message.

Too bad for the phone call, I did not hear what she say, I just say wrong number, hang up and continue sleeping. Call people at 8am. HELLO, YOU EARLY BIRD YOU GO GET YOUR WORMS LA, DISTURB ME FOR WHAT? I DON'T EAT WORMS.

Then another person messaged me this morning, at 7.54a.m., a mandarin message saying 'Today I'm not catering food.' T__________T. What is this? Sleep also beh cheng (no peace).

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Ah Shan's Bday Dinner

I am too lazy to write details and talk too much *gasps* so unlike my old self. Anyway, pictures time. (Please go to my facebook for more)

Lots of yummilicious food to fill our tummies.
Super pretty bread!!!!!! I don't know how it taste like though cause I did not try them.

Ah Shan's birthday cake. Chocolate!!!!! Must be her favourite.

Ah Shan and us!! Love <3

And my new contact lense and with make-up on. =))
Ok, lazy to write more. HA-HA

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

So what if I'm pampered?

Am being pampered with good food and yummy tong sui ever since I came back for the sem break. The second sis has been complaining though.

"How come when Ping's not around you never buy tau hua?"
"I also like to drink these juice and eat yogurt ma. Why when Ping's not home you did not buy?"

Green-eye monster is lurking around. Sometimes they'll complain, "How come only lunch get to eat that dish? Dinner leh?" Teehee, lunch is just me and granny while dinner is with everyone but certain dish is good only when it's hot, and since everyone comes back at different times, granny cook that dish for lunch only.

=P I love being pampered. Don't you?

ps: I know, it's all about food. So now have that solved the mystery of why Ping Ping was and still is like a ball? Sigh.


Monday, August 17, 2009

How your mother look like contest

Two months ago, I joined this contest and won a bottle of DKNY Be Delicious perfume. After much hassle with help from my sis's friend- hsuiyong and her friend-teng dee, I finally got my prize. The ones I won from MDG2 is here in Penang too. Will got collect them a.s.a.p.

Anyways, a few obligatory pictures of ze prize.
I like the packaging and I like the smell. And I love it more because it's FREEEEEEE -a la bed time story when he thought he'll get a free red Ferrari.

And of course I HAVE TO CAMWHORE WITH THE PRIZE. Horrors, noticed two zits on my face. T____T

And camwhoring ON the prize. Oh so fun. =P I took 21 pictures of my prize and me.

And yes, no mistakes in the title. At least that's what the promoter said.
And I think my mum look good, that's why we won this perfume. =P

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Spanish Joke.

A SPANISH Teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine.

'House' for instance, is feminine: 'la casa.'
'Pencil,' however, is masculine: 'el lapiz.'

A student asked, 'What gender is 'computer'?'

Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two
groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether computer' should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation.

The men's group decided that 'computer' should definitely be of the feminine gender ('la computadora'), because:

1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic;

2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else;

3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and

4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself
spending half your paycheck on accessories for it.


The women's group, however, concluded that computers should be Masculine ('el computador'), because:

1. In order to do anything with them, you have to turn them on;

2. They have a lot of data but still can't think for themselves;

3. They are supposed to help you solve problems, but half the time they ARE the problem; and

4. As soon as you commit to one, you realize that if you had waited a little longer, you could have gotten a better model.

The women won.

Send this to all the smart women you know...and all the men that have a sense of humor.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Satisfied of this year's convo

=) This year I went to the convex almost every day (except for yesterday) and ate 3 kebabs, one roti john. =)) Happy. Very satisfied already.

Last year I think I went very few times only. And it's like in between classes so I did not have much time to walk to every stall. This year I've walked through the food stalls few rounds. Last year I had one roti john and one kebab which is so patheticly little. I'm a happy and satisfied girl now.

Been attending few senior's convo. Sigh, soon I'll be like them. Gosh I'll miss these people man. That is why I must appreciate all the time we spend together now and not regret that I did not take the opportunity to get to know each and every of them better (chehwa suddenly so positive).

Just took a nap. Me loves nap and bejeweled blitz. I should not think so much la. Just be happy for now. Take a day at a time.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Happy Bird-day Ah Win

To my camwhore partner.

To the person who understands that we must take ten thousand shots of the same pose.

To the person who understands that it is obligatory to take pictures with your food.

Or of your food.

To the person who loves me for who I am and who I am not.

To the person who always never fails to make me smile or laugh.

To the one and only non-biological daughter I'll ever ever ever have.

Added: To the girl who is as blur or even blurer than me that makes me feel belonged.

To the girl who loves to go out as much as I do (or even more) but cannot drive (like me). Love u.

To my Ah Win.

Happy 21st Birthday.

I love you lots lots lots lots lots lots lots. =))

We'll go casino when you are back and then we celebrate our birthdays that lasted a year together okay?

We'll go for a drink like adults k? Ok la, my drink is orange juice or something not bitter =P. Mocktails

ps: USM Hotspot cannot upload photos. Will put up when I'm home. Please come back to see them on Sunday. HAHA
Teehee, one picture nia actually. But I edited. WOAH...heheheh

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Trust me to forget my towel

After 3 whole sems here, I still forget things. I always forget my towel, my key, my shower cream. I usually forget and realize before I started bathing. Today I finally broke the curse.

I only realized it AFTER I've finished bathing. Imagine the horror on my face. Luckily I did not wash my hair.

A girl has to do what a girl has to do so I continued washing my clothes before going back to my room and change into dry clothes. I am so unlady like, it sometimes scares me. HAHA

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I had a nap-mare

I was taking a nap after my 8am class. Then I dreamt of a super huge lizard like the size of a...I don't know, just huge (for a lizard that is). Anyway, I dreamt that it was in my cupboard (oh the horrors) and I was not sure what it was at first. Just staring at it closely before it started moving.

Oh boy how fast it moved. Walking on four legs, like those biawak. The thing is, it's with the brown, smooth but yucky skin. And I was screaming (in my dream) while my room mate (ta-da) the heroine came to the rescue. She managed to catch the 'thing' and threw it in a plastic. Then! HAHA got suspense some more. Anyway, then a very evil neighbour whom I don't know who, chased me with that plastic bag of ugly 'thing' and scolded me that I 'boh lor eong' (useless) and I kept screaming and shouting and yelling that I couldn't cry.

Then I warn her, you kacau me I cry one ar? Anyway, she threw it away and I went back to my room. Someone was in the room and said that the 'thing' is not lizard cause it has hair. Drama betui. Suddenly *boom* the room mate says she want to go to see MYFM booth because I told her I heard DJ Mei Yan and another guy DJ. I KNOW!!!!!!!!!! So luan lai. HAHA, and I accompanied her there. Then I woke up in fear.

I think I got this dream because
#1. I saw few super ugly lizards and SUPER HUGE in the bathroom last night. Chasing one another *you think like kittens meh? Play like that very cute ar?*

#2.I saw the myfm banner this morning when I was at the Tapak Convo thingie.

Scared die me.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Everything is cleared

at least for now.

One lesson learnt, 'Open your eyes BIG BIG when you know someone. You'll never know someone well enough.'

=)) Ok, back to rewriting my Spanish assignment because I wrote my name as Ch'ng Ping Ping instead of Estefania. T_____T

I had dinner with 13 other coursemates and took pictures with them. So proud of myself la. =) *pats self on the back*. Bear with me, I always eat dinner alone in my room or at most with WeiWei or YiLin.

I rarely eat with a lot of people and it's actually quite a good feeling to eat with large group of people. =)) I'm happy now as of today and I hope this feeling will linger a lot longer this time.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I've lost the drive

to prove my point.

It was just a feedback after the event. Then it leads to a discovery. And then volcano erupts, angry words exchanged, and the table turns around.

I've realized that there's no point being angry or discontented because no one cares if you are not happy. If you complain, you are a trouble-maker. If you don't, everyone is happy but you. Why bother to make yourself happy?

The truth is, you never will. It's either you are unhappy because of the incident or you are unhappy because you are labeled as trouble-maker. Unhappy #1 leads to nothing but your own feelings while unhappy #2 leads to being in hot soup.

No wonder we are always opting for #2. Less hassle, less problems, less negative feelings, less headaches. Way to go people!!!

ps: So sorry because I've actually lost the mood to blog about the funny thing that happened. But it was super funny and interesting experience which I wish I do not have to go through ever again.
It has to do with getting a ride, a manual car, an auto car driver, a small junior, a big car, rainy day, walking back, wrong building and a dog. Yes, like drama like that. YAU MOU KAM KIU AR? Everything seemed to line up one after another like in the drama where we always think, nonsense la, won't happen ok?

The important point is, we almost put our lives in risk.

Saturday, August 08, 2009

I should have known better

What was I even thinking?

Welcome to reality, where everything sucks and everyone is not to be trusted.

Friday, August 07, 2009

It's all in the setting

Lots of unhappy things happened (my course stuff-you wouldn't want to know) , lots of funny things happened (like super Korean drama when I wanted to go to the BATI interaction night) and lots of assignments!!!!!

Oh well, I'll survive all that. Now that I'm back to online, I can check out my blog traffic (~scared~). It's surprisingly ok.

I only have another 2 hours before I have to leave for BE (Bible Expo). Seniors' graduation is coming up and guess what? I screw up again!!!!!! I think I just made two promises left and right only to remember that they CLASHES!!!!!!! It's always the home church and the PKA ones clash. HAHAHAH. I think I have lots of explanation to do.

Anyways, will definitely blog about the forementioned incidents- the unhappy things (if I think it's neccessary) and the funny things (which I really will. Trust me. Tonight perhaps.)

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

I has no internet connection

Gone are those days when I can online freely from my room. I couldn't connect at all yesterday. Must be all the juniors online also so the line became weak already. I did not download anything so I don't think I got blocked.

I found out that the clothes are not my neighbours. Talk about blaming people before finding out the truth. I've sinned. Anyway, it was someone who lives 10 doors away. She took them away already so it's ok now.

It's just Tuesday. Sigh, waiting anxiously for weekends to come so that I can go back and see all the goodies the sister brought home for me. I heard that she bought a lot!!!!!! Happy happy.

I've not been well though. Probably it's PMS la. All the tummy discomforts and tiredness. How I wish it'll not be so severe this time. Hate it to the core. But oh well, the perks of being a girl. Heard there's H1N1 cases in campus. Not much people are wearing mask though. Should I wear one? I really hope my connection in the room is just being grumpy yesterday and that it'll heal today. I've been rather grumpy lately because of things people do without asking for my permission or the shits I get when I say 'No'.

Monday, August 03, 2009

What is this? Musim membuli ar?

If not then why is everyone walking/trampling all over my head? On heels some more (I suka la). Seriously, I've been getting it more these two weeks and it irritates me!!!!!

It's sad enough that my roommate and I usually share the clothesline while everyone else gets one each or even two (I KNOW!). This morning, after putting lots of FAB powder on my pail of laundry (since Friday, eeek), I opened my door and was greeted with OTHER people's clothes on OUR clothesline. They don't think one each is enough so they use the one we are sharing. T____T

Die la, I've got towels and clothes all filled with FAB already. So I went to bathe and wash all my clothes and when I return, I pushed their clothes aside and hang mine. Hello! I pay just as much to stay here okay? Don't step over the limit.

The one thing I'm angry about is that they NEVER ask for permission. I mean it's unfair right? That they are hanging their clothes all over people's place. Then, they'll not keep their clothes for days. The day I came back for my second sem, their clothes was hanging at our place for 2-3 days before I couldn't take it any longer and knock on their door to ask them to keep their clothes.

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Sometimes, you should be naughty

and not nice.

Christmas is still 4+ months away so I think it's time to be naughty. Santa will forgive me and give me my presents if I am nice after being naughty this time. But then again, despite being nice for so many years, I hardly get any Christmas presents now so I guess it won't hurt not to get it for another year.

I'm a cheeeken. Serious. People step all over my head when I'm like that. And people think I'm being ridiculously fierce sometimes but hello, welcome to the real world. You be nice, you get trampled all over and people will not appreciate you. They'll take you for granted and soon you'll be labeled as 'water fish', sui yu, which means someone you can take advantage of in Cantonese.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

What has become of life and people?

It has already become a world where either you bully people or you get bullied. It's either people take advantage of you or you take advantage of them. How is it that those who chose not to take advantage of people did not get spared?

It just make you feel that it's not worth it to be nice and smiley all the time. It's time for the devil in me to unleash itself. But then again, God says we have to be forgiving, just as how He always forgives us. Life is hard. =(
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