He loves each and every one of us.

How can I forget that? How can I forget that He picked us, write down our story, plan everything for us and He remembers us by name. Who actually take his time to really know us? He knows us, He create us, and He saved us. Am I even worth it?

I was watching this movie called Pay It Forward and it's really inspiring. How many of us actually go all out really helping a stranger, regardless of whether they worth it or not? It's not just showing them way but really helping them. With heart. We cannot plan it, we can only do it with heart and we cannot make them do it. We can only hope that they want to do it because their heart wants them to.

At some point in the movie, I thought to myself, how many times have I thought 'Why should I help you?' That selfish sinful thought. How many times have I rejected to help someone because she was selfish to me? He did not ask himself 'Why should He help me?' I did bad things, I am sinful, but He gave up His life for me.

This will take a lot of hard work but He will be with me. I'll just have to get it started. Thank you for that lovely movie, Pay It Forward.