I admit it *waves hands in the air*.
I'm a hypocrite. I forced a smile on days I just felt like being left alone. It has become my habit that I end my message or a sentence with a =) when I don't feel like smiling at all. I think it's mood swing. I was ok in the morning. I could smile, I could greet people.
Now I just feel like burying my head into my pillow and do nothing, see nothing, hear nothing. But it's not possible. At least in my life, my position.
Please let me stop being a hypocrite, at least for a day. Let me sulk and not smile. Let me not greet anyone.