Don't assume things when you don't know what is happening. It is alright if it is small small things but DON'T EVER JUDGE SOMEONE BY ASSUMING THAT HE/SHE IS LIKE THAT!!!! I am still very unhappy because of what my mum said.
She thinks that 'he' is bad because 'he' initially wanted me to go to Johore to study. And did I even agree? I said no on the spot. I am NOT STUPID!. But you are making me feel like fool. Do you think everyone is like that? That the only thing a guy and a girl can talk about is that? How shallow? We are friends, we talk, I got so many friends who are like that too. Wah Keong koko, Lemon, they are guys too and we talked, does that make them like 'him'? I am the youngest in the family but I am 19 already, that time, I was 17 already, I know what is right and what's wrong. I know what I was doing. You guys might say that they are just being concerned but I feel that they don't even trust me. Am I such person? Am I such person in their eyes?
I was angry when I heard that because first of all, I HATE THE FACT THAT THEY JUDGE ALL MY FRIENDS. From Angeline, to my other primary school friends, then my high school friends, the friends I know along the way. I hate it. I am not dumb. I choose my friends properly and I am not that stupid to be sticking with friends who are extremely bad who will bring me down. 19 years of living with me, being with me, am I that type of person? Perhaps I am like that in their eyes. They don't even know my friends. Even if 'he' irritates me at times, 'he' is my friend and I don't think 'he' deserve this kind of treatment. Another reason I am so angry is that they claim that I rarely tell them my things and they just make their own assumption. I don't tell them because I hate to be questioned, I hate them asking me the same thing after a long long time. Like 'him'. 'His' story ended more than a year already.
Seriously, I feel cheap and I feel sorry for 'him' because 'he' got that label on 'him' although 'he' did nothing. I cannot say that 'he' is an angel but 'he' does not deserve this because 'he' did not do it!!! I guess I am just upset because I suddenly feel that they don't trust me. That I am not a good girl afterall. =(
ps: still pretty upset.
pps: Wah Keong might be right. They don't trust me not because they don't trust me as a person but because 'Love is blind'. So I guess I was not in love cause I still can think.
2 comments:
relax ping...
is human's nature to judge something by it's cover...although is not that good..sometimes a person that don't have a great physical does not mean they don't have great personality...right?? everything happened for a reason...
don't be upset d k...live life to the fullest...start a new life and forget all those unpleasant memories keep the pleasant ones...:)
thanks shan...I am touched!!! *sobs* Yea...Just that I don't like the way they judge all my friends..But I judge people by its cover too. Just feels bad when it happens to me.. =) I am ok now...
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