Review of 2009 resolution and resolution for 2010

Review on 2009's resolution, again, probably half of it achieved only. I'm more socialable now, I talk more now, I got more friends from my course. I think I am no less grumpy or sensitive, I still continue my Operasi Budget Bawah RM5 but I seriously did not get better results. Phew, finish. =P

I think I'm gonna make a more realistic one this year-like what I say every year then when I don't achieve it, I feel it's not realistic enough. =P

1. Lose some freaking weight. I know, I'm typing this while eating my bread. Breakfast la~

2. Improve my freaking grades. Seriously, need some concentration.

3. Socialize more and fellowship more with my friends. There's more to life and uni than assignments and exams. Had a good start on this. Let's hope I maintain.

4. Be a better senior and try to make new junior friends. To stay young at heart. =P

5. Keep my close friends close. It is so important because they are the ones who shaped me and people I love dearly.

6. Take effort to be more caring, understanding and approachable. And also put in effort to approach people that I usually won't because I just want to stay in my comfort zone.

7. Un-boring my life by not hiding in the room all the time. I realized I did not see much of the first year juniors (any first years) around because I was in my room way too much.

8. Read bible more consistently and work on my spiritual life with Him.

9. Blog more often and make my blog alive again.

10. Be more generous to give people my time, maybe some money, and also whatever I can offer.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

May your year have a good start and be fruitful throughout.

May this year be better than last.

Let the awesome year ahead come into your life now. =)))

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I don't know why but as years go by, everything seems to lose its excitements, its fun, its meaning. I've began to feel numb of things around me. Somehow, it's not the same anymore. I think I should go to bed earlier. Night world.

Day 3 in uni

Classes have been pretty intimidating. I dropped one paper to give myself some space to breathe and also I felt there's no need to rush to finish all my papers because I still have time. I do not want to squeeze everything in and make myself exhausted. There is more to life and to uni that just classes, assignments and exams.

I need to give time for God, for fellowshipping with others and for a life. So I decided to drop a paper. Thank God I did because my minor class's time was shifted an hour earlier which means it'll clash with my English paper anyway. So all that done, and I've got 6 more adult literature books to read. Have not bought them but what have I got myself into? Why did I minor in English? T___T

And those books sound so wrong. The title is wrong enough to make me feel, what the crap is this? But we'll see what's in it and share here, if it's not so wrong. Heh, editted the word so that people will not come into my blog when they google for their erm..'things'. =P

Classes are scary, intimidating but I'll survive....I guess...Oh well, life of a student. I need to learn to love my subjects to do well. I need to buck up. And I need to socialize more lest I regret when I graduate.

Till next boring post,
Ping Ping

Day 1 back in USM

Class was alright (only one today as language classes has not begun yet).

I came back after lunch with coursemates and carrying 2 boxes of my stuff from my store room. I should lose like 1kg already. I've been running up and down the stairs ok?

Anyway, I get to take a 30 minutes nap, bathe, wash clothes and then off to dinner with Mel, Dan and supposedly Mike. Supposedly because Mike did not turn up. He came later to meet us up in Tesco.

Grocery shopping was fun but a little too long for the impatient me. I don't know if I'll be a good house wife because I'm not the type of person who'll compare prices for something and stand there for hours, thinking if I should get them. =P I know either one of them will read it. Nevermind.

Maybe because I wasn't buying anything. That's why I was bored and a lil impatient. If I was buying something, I would be better. But then again, I'm proud of myself for manage to control my shopping urge. RM7 for meals today. RM5 for food and RM2 for drinks. Hot day la. Give the Ping a break. =P

Missing you girls. <3 See you in....3 more days HAHAHAHA

Back in uni

room is all squeaky clean. Or at least I think so *shifty eyes*. Please do visit if you want to this week. Next week no more. Room stays clean for a week only.

Bought some essentials like IKO biscuit, and some random stuff like water bottle wheee, water and toilet slippers. My toilet slipper's one size (or two) too big. T____T Never buy things in haste.

Tomorrow only one class, then I can come back and wash my clothes. No hanger. Two more boxes in the store room. Pray for no lizards hiding around my box.

Time to sleep. Life of a student, oh well. Has been a long time since I last slept at 11pm.

Packed my bags and ready to go

Actually...not really packed and not really ready to go. T___T

Arghhhh hate to go back and clean up the place. Anyone want to come and lend me a hand??

But it's a good exercise and staying home is getting wayyyy too boring.

Still, packing is a i-hate-you-go-away relationship to me.

Cheers to a new semester!!!!

Cheers to new resolution for the semester!!!

ps: Really red wine ok? Just that I pose only, did not drink.

Can't wait to meet my friends in USM though. I can't believe I am actually a bit excited to go back to USM.

Merry Christmas

Have a blessed Christmas to all ahbu74.blogspot.com readers.

Christmas is not just about colourful decorations, presents, Santa Claus and fireworks. It's to celebrate Jesus's birth. He is the greatest gift God has given us so let's celebrate this day by giving to others too, be it time, love, helping hand, presents. Let's spread the love around.

Jesus's birth is also God's plan to forgive our sins so forgive those who have hurt you for God has forgiven us first.

Have a blessed Christmas, spread the love around and give everyone a big big hug. *hugs* /shy

Gonna have a quiet little Christmas celebration with family. Just hanging out and chill. Age is catching up already. Too old for crowded place. Apparently, many of my friends feel so too. (Either too old for crowded place or too old for the crowd. =P No leng chai kap already..Cause all way too young for us.)

ps: I'm ok the evening after I got my result, just that I was too lazy to update. I've been really really lazy to update my blog. Will try to blog more when I get back to USM.

xoxo

Ping Ping

3 days to USM.

Results are out

Finally I know how it feels to be the one expecting to see nice grades but got a terrible one instead. It's not like I've been getting nice grades but I wasn't expecting for nice grades when I was in secondary school. Basically because I did not really study for exam before. But now, somehow it makes me feel like all the effort I put in is not shown on the result paper. I won't deny that I am disappointed.

I shouldn't have put high hopes. I shouldn't have let myself under the control of my results. I hate this. It's ok that I did not get 3.5, I did not expect to get 3.5 again this semester because seriously, none of my papers are really the paper I thought I scored but I am disappointed with several papers that I thought I did okay but the result did not show the same.

I'm so sick of judging myself based on my results. I hate this shit. =( So what if I got 3.19 for this semester? So what if my CGPA is now 3.45 only. So what? Is that the end of everything? I still have to go back to USM and study for the next semester, I still have to take the next paper. I still have more disappointments ahead.

Not in the mood to joke around or be joked around.

Ayam back

5 days of waking up early, walking and sleeping late, I'm finally home!!!!! Had so much fun!!!! <3

Will update soon. I'm a bit too tired to even upload my pictures now. Too many to upload. Lazy. =P But it was fun.

When I'm gone

don't miss me. Stay strong.

Will update when I'm back. Gone on a holiday la, not gone as in K.O, kong ka khiau la...ish...

Will be back even before you know it.

It's here again

Every single sound, every single little thing is getting on my nerve. I need to space out before I get angry at people.

This sucks because I'm packing and when you are in such a foul mood, packing will not be a good thing to do because everything will just seems wrong!!!!!!! I hate this shit.

I really should practise driving

Especially changing gears and controlling the clutch and accelerator. I don't want to be scolded again on Monday and hear him saying mean things to me.

It can be quite a heartache to hear people step you nicely without bothering how you feel. I hope everything will go smoothly on Monday. =( I hate this more than anything!!!!

My favourite alphabet for the day is P!!

I love the alphabet P.

P for Ping Ping
P for Pao Pao
P for Phuah
P for Pretty
P for Panda
P for Penang
P for Pandai
P for Purple
P for Pancake
P for Papadom


I love P for all the above reasons but today, it's for PASS!!!!!!!

P for PASS!!!!

Yes, I pass all my past semester's papers!!!!!! I can have a good night sleep now. =)) I can enjoy my remaining holiday nicely now. =)) Nights.

*lightsoff*

Back to basics

and I suck badly and miserably at it.

Remarks from uncle:

- I think it's better you get an auto car.
- Walao, you always like that, what I earn from you is not enough to repair my car okay?
- I told you to step the clutch all the way.
- You have to balance the clutch and the accelerator one.
- You know, there's 3 groups of drivers. One-Keng, Two-Normal, Three-Lousy. You belong to the group 3.



T____________T And I've got another 2 hour lesson with him tomorrow. I hate driving. I'm gonna be rich and hire drivers!!!!!!!

Ah Ma to the rescue

Not only did she cook me huge huge prawns for lunch, she rescued me!!!

It is so hot in the afternoon and I could not switch on the fan.

Because I forgot which switch is for which. And we have a spoilt light which will trip the whole house's electricity. So I was literally bathing in my sweat until I asked her if she knows.

Ah Ma is the house manager. She knows her way around and she switched it on. Oh, the joy of cool breeze.

Thank you Ah Ma.

ps: I am a very prawn person. =)) <3

My first Family Camp

It's a Christian Fellowship camp, not a camp with my real biological family. It was my first because being me, I avoided attending last year's camp because I had no friends back then. Also because this time around, I'm the secretary for the camp and thus it's a must to attend. I actually thought of not attending but they insist that all committees must attend so I went.

I'm glad I went though. I learnt a lot about God, me as a Christian and also about the PKA-ians. It's a great time to berbonding with the rest, especially the girls because I seriously need some girl friends in campus to girlify myself. I've been locking myself up in my hostel room for wayyyy too long because I'm too lazy to bersosial.

Pictures!!! Just because I'm lazy to type further.

When we first arrived at Cameron. My first time!!! So excited.

I find this picture funny. I was carrying my bag la. Not posing pun.

Me and Wern Pei during one of the lunches.

Love the staircase. Hehe, I saw him taking picture so I posed.

One of the indoor games where we had to make a vehicle.

Super got strength mia arms.

Me, Rou En, Sandra on the spiral stairs and Han Yang hanging on the stairs.

Point there!!!!

PKA-ians being goofy and fun.

During one of the breakfast. My group!!! Carmel is love.

Standing: Wilson, Esther, Me, Chee Yong, Derek

Seated: Sandra, Dawn, Joanna Grace.

PKA family picture. =P <3

The Family Camp Committee.

Love the sky and the spiral stairs.

Family Camp Committee again.

Dorm 2 girls!!!!

That's the highest I can go on the stairs. /legs shiver.

Us with Rachel.

Complete Dorm 2 girls. Being retard. Dorm 2 girls were the noisy ones.

Mel and I during the station games. Lovely balloons.

Me and Abel's self-created balloon with face.

Us after the Fellowship Night.

I think there's more pictures but they have not uploaded it.

Had fun fun fun. Glad I was in the committee which in turn made me attend the camp because I had no choice. Enjoyed myself a lot and learnt a lot bout Him and me as His child.

ps: The blue shirt we wore is our PKA shirt. Nice. Me likey.

More on Cameron in the next post if I am hardworking enough. Don't put high hopes but if you kacau me enough to update, I might. =P

What happened after exam?

18th Nov
Merdeka!!!!!!

19th Nov
Tesco shopping for Family Camp.

20st Nov
Gurney with friends for makan and arcade. Slumber party which got us sleeping at 7am the next morning and waking up at 11.30am to rush for a meeting.

21st Nov
Meeting then pack everything to go home. & started packing for Cameron.

22nd Nov
Back to friend's place to stay over.

23rd Nov
Bertolak to Cameron Highlands! Cameron for the first time!! Camp starts and had great time.

23rd-26th Nov
Camps.

26th-28th Nov
Stayed back and hang out with funny and happy people. Had even more fun.

And have been staying home since. Went out with friends yesterday though.

Can't wait for Hatyai, KL and Melaka before uni reopens. I know, damn boring right the post. Nothing about the places I went in details but I'm just a bit lazy. I'll do it in between bag packing ok? I still need to collage pictures to put up more pictures. =P Excuses.

Crap, just realized, 2009 is coming to an end. Time to review my 2009 resolution and see if I even go near to any. Not even dream of touching them. I don't even know why I make resolutions. I guess because other people are doing it also. Will review it...later... =P

Take a break

I think I have bloggers' block. It's a nicer way to say I AM JUST PLAIN LAZY.

I just realized, blogging is no longer one of my favourite past time. This is bad.

I need to start writing again soon. Yes, soon. There's lots of interesting and happening stuff in my life but I just couldn't be bothered to write. On days like this, I love being the insignificant, no-one-cares-about-you blogger.

Imagine if I were to have hundreds and thousands of people reading me daily and I just don't feel like blogging. Then blogging will be like work, you will begin to detest it because it's something you have to do. Something you are doing out of obligations. That doesn't sound nice.

Let me continue with my drama and I will be back, soon. I hope. Maybe tonight if I could. Been slacking a lot, snacking, drama-ing, sleeping. Not a very healthy thing to do. At least when I type, I am exercising my urm...fingers. =P and brain.

But then again, when I watch dramas, I'm actually exercising my tear ducts. Ping Ping cries while watching dramas, so what? No big deal. Ok, typed too much for a bloggers' block post.

Cravings