she's just chicken.
All the excuses carefully planned and crafted to make it seems like there's no way.
But under all these thick layers of excuses and pretense is just a girl who is afraid, who is hiding.
And no one is strong enough to pull her out, yet. At least that's what she believes.
Sometimes it's easier to say 'No', than to say 'Yes', puts her hopes high and be thrown down from the clouds.
Sometimes, she's tired and she wants to quit. But can she? Is she brave enough to quit all this pretense, to quit telling people 'No', to quit pushing people away.