Pictures that me loves

I've posted these pictures many many times but today, imma post it again cause it's just different. I've edited every single one of them and let's see how rajin I am to tag all my pictures with my blog address. =P

Had wonderful dinner at Penang Swimming Club.

And now, my desktop looks like this. It motivates me when I get to see people I love all the time. Can you find your pictures? If not, maybe you should start taking pictures with me!!!!! OMG I am so full of myself.

ps: If you want that poladroid program, go here , download the program. Install and all already, can start dragging your pictures to the camera and wait for it to "dry". =)) you'll see the ribbon sign when it's completely "dry". I lazy do review. Go read sweatlee.com
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Christian time. (If you do not wish to read, can tutup the page d. Thank you.)

I was sitting alone in my room and I remembered what one of my friend told me while sending me back to my uni after some settling some stuff. He said, "Sometimes it's the people around us that bring us down. Somehow, they'll say things that will crush your confidence and beliefs. They'll tell you that you cannot do it and we unconciously let them brainwash us and bring us down although we know that in our hearts, the one who really matters it's Him and what He thinks. If we believe what we are doing is for the glory of God, then ignore what they say."

I was speechless when he said that cause I am not those who are like very pure and has lots of feel towards things like this but yesterday, it just struck me there and then.

And today was another full day of acknowledgement from Him. I've heard Him loud and clear through everyone around me today. I mean if one person is to say that, it might be coincidence. Today, I've heard more than 10 people saying that exact same thing to me. Thank you Lord, my God. I know that what I am doing now is right and it's to glorify you. I'll learn better and I'll grow stronger in you.

It's not that I don't want to update

but it's so hard and boring to update without pictures. I don't have new pictures but I can make something out of the old one. Too bad the internet connection is being grumpy and moody again. That explains why I was making a scene and jumping up and down (in my heart la, if I jump up and down in my hostel I'll be staying in the first floor now together with the rest in my block cause the building collasped. -.-) when I managed to upload pictures last time.

Apparently that very time I thought our connection is better already after the undi and all, was the only time my connection was good enough for me to upload pictures. I guess I was too hopeful.

So there goes, no more pictures. Just me and my ramblings on emo-self and complains about assignments. The good ol' times.

Oh and the kedekut me is finally out of my kedekut costume to take a breather. I went for McD with Wei Wei for lunch. I would always resort to eating rice with vege cause it's RM1.80 while McD is RM5 and above. And then again, I let my kedekut costume hang halfway la. Means I let my head out only as the only reason I go for McD is that from 12p.m. to 3p.m., you can get the double cheese burger set which usually cost like RM9.90 (plus tax become RM10.20) at RM6.25 only with tax. Happy girl I am.

On Tuesday, I had a RM1 lunch cause no more lauk-pauk to choose from. So I chose a super hard fried fish. Must be leftovers from yesterday. =( And I skipped class and teacher is gonna deduct our marks cause a lot of people skipped on Tuesday also. Haih, nerds like me damn pitiful. First time skip, kena d. Jackpot also not so easy kena.

ps: The last paragraph is for my family to kesian me and not scold me when I am back tomorrow. =( I was too worn out and tired so I decided that skipping once should be okay right? WRONG!!! I am deeply saddened by this now.

It's not even because of the workload

I mean I am eager to do my work and I am not like stressing over it or what.


Then why do I feel tired, withdrawn and just plain weak?


Is my body trying to tell me something? Is my body resisting the pressure I put on self? *if there's any.*


I don't know. Perhaps it's just PMS and I should stop thinking too much lest it gets worst. ]


Afternoon nap was a wrong choice. I felt even worst. I am not getting much work done though.


I don't feel as tired once I step into my room. But I'm still trying to attend every class. Pushing myself and dragging my feets to classes. I can concentrate though. *Thank God*


HPW tomorrow. OH NO!!! That means I have to use my brain even more. It's okay. We'll see how things go. Don't get our intestines all twist up yet.


Praying hard to recover by next week. *cries*


Sorry for multiple emo post. =( The blogger is in the emo-zone.

**** I MUST REMOVE ALL THIS NEGATIVE THOUGHTS IN ME!!! ****

UPDATED!!! 26th Feb
I am healed! Well, mentally la. At least I am happy today. =)) I think He heard me loud and clear after my endless pleading and praying and pleaseeeeeeee yesterday. =)) Thank YOU!

I feel lethargic

I feel weak, I feel worn out, I feel tired, I feel lethargic.

I think it's the PMS la. And mine has postponed for a week now. =( It's so torturing to be walking under the sun, to classes with the feeling of collasping all the time.

I've chosen to skip meetings and all cause I just can't drag myself there.

I'm okay if I feel sleepy but I am feeling weak, with wobbly legs and hands, pounding head and nauseous. I am confirm it's PMS. Or is it not? Aiya, anyhow, it is killing every cells I have in me la.

Umbrella Day

I cannot do the 365 Project cause my larling, the USMhotspot who is very cranky and has PMS more than I do, do not agree with it. Unless I do 52 project lor. (Weekly lol) Anyways, I was browsing through my folder of insanely large amount of photos and decided to blog about?

Ze umblella. When we went to KL last holiday, we bought an umbrella each because it was always raining in KL. But after we bought it, the rain kinda stopped. -.-" We were to buy a small folded one but because there's not much color, we opt for the long umbrella. It was both a good and a bad choice. Good because we felt pretty with the milky colors and bad because IT WAS SO DIFFICULT AND AUNTY-ISH TO CARRY IT AROUND.

And since we took SoOoOo many pictures with our umblela. We got serious face mia pose also okay? But I don't know can see or not. Like very tiny.

Under my umbue la, ella, eh, eh eh eh.

Random shots of me kena bully and us camwhoring when Win is busy shopping. =P

The Lima Penyiasat or something. LOL!!!!

Us and alchohol. Haih, we are alcoholic la. XD I can't even take a sip.

ps: For bigger picture, you will have to go see them in my facebook. Sorry ar. But nevermind la. I am sure everyone yang datang ke belog I, did not come for the pictures. XD

Now I can print my crazy pics online!

I think my friends know that most of my friends and I are really camwhores la. I mean we can take 261 pictures in a day. Good thing is, I am also shocked with that number. =P That means we not yet reached nirvana.

As usual, I was browsing the blogs in my list and I saw Ah Leng updated. So I pun go and read. I don't know why I clicked on this post cause usually if I will see the title first. Anyway, after reading, I got interested so I continued reading another post of his where he reviewed this website.

Apparently when you do a review on this website, you can print 50 4R photos and 2 8R photos for free. I checked the website and it's stated there too. So I thought, why not? I've got a million pictures that I want to develop but I always procrastinate. From rat till cow, and I'm still procrastinating.

This eoe Online is a website that provides several services like online photo printing (so you don't have to go find photo shop and you can photoshop your pictures before printing), platform to compare and browse new products on cameras and such, contest page where you can participate and win even more goodies.

The current promotion is that you can get your pictures printed at 30 cents/pics for 4R photo and 50cents for 5R. I think the price is pretty cheap. And if your purchase is more than RM35, you get free delivery too. It's really cost saving cause you get to save time, save parking fees and still get to do it whenever you are free. Now you don't have to rush to get ur pictures printed since with internet, business is 24/7. That means you can spend the whole day photoshopping your double chins, pimples and wrinkles out and send them over at any time!!

You just have to sign up, upload your pictures into the website and choose whichever that you want to develop.

If you LOVE free gifts like I do (it's pretty obvious to my coursemates) and you want to print 50 4R photos and 2 8R photos for free, join Bloggers Review Program - Ultimate . Just make sure your blog is 6 months old with 30 posts.

ps: I think I'll see many of these reviews up after this since I got camwhore friends. You know who you are. =P

Waving weakly below the pile of assignments

As soon I start to see some light above me as I'm under a pile of assignments, that very small hole is once again being closed by another pile of assignments. I JUST NEED TO BREATHE MAN!!!

I thought I would have enough time to reach out and get some fresh air. But they are not letting me. According to my list of assignments, I've got enough assignments to keep me all stressed out and packed till end of this sem which is late April. All a poor girl like me needs is a break! All the assignments are supposed to be handed in either on the same week or one week after another.

I should keep my productive level high and do as much as I could before I have to face the thing that every uni students dread but have to face- the do-assignment-till-morning. It really doesn't help that ALL my assignments are contributing quite a lot of marks to my final results. Ok, not quite a lot, it's A LOT. I cannot afford to lose that 30% if I want to keep my CGPA high. My sem 1 is just cukup makan. I must not give up or I'll be so frustrated with myself. Ok, off to settle more assignments.

There'll be less updates cause I need to clear my mind a bit. =))

Is it still the same?

As I looked out of the window,
On this beautiful sunny afternoon,
No rain, no sun and no rainbow,
Just me, alone.

Once again I thought bout the past,
And of the memories, in me they last,
Those dreams we created and crushed,
But they no longer make me frust.

I now believe that time heals all pain,
For I'm still very much sane,
I stopped turn back to stare,
Cause I have a better future to prepare.

I am happy for the choice,
I made 3 years back,
I believe it's the best and I rejoice,
For wisdom and courage I usually lack.

I saw people peeping into my window,
To see how's my life, am I drowned with sorrow,
Or is the cupid there with her arrow,
All I can say is, don't kay-po.

Life has been good if not great,
I am happy, I am glad,
Bad times left,
Good times stayed.

I guess I am finally happy. To be who I am, to prepare plans and pathways to a brighter future, to be proud of myself for once. To be drawn closer to Him and be in His plans and carry out His plans.

All I can say now is, MA~~ Wa tua han liao!!!

I thought I will sleep my valentines away

since I was baking the whole night last night. We were busy preparing the valentines stuff for our PKA's fundraising. As there's lots to do with the baking, we did not feel sleepy. I guess we were too occupied. It was when I stopped all the work that I felt blur. I thought it's still midnight but the sky were so bright already.

I got back my room at 8am and slept like a log till 1.30p.m. while our other comrades are still out and running about delivering the gifts. Sorry comrades. The blurryness got the best of me. Thinking of it, if there was any fire, I would have died woiiii. Choi!!!

So I won't be sleeping my valentines away!!! YAY!!! Sounds like I got a life afterall. NOT! I was mopping my VERY dirty room because no one wants to do it and washing LOTS of clothes cause I've been busy and running about since Wednesday. So I got 3 days worth of clothes to wash.

My valentine.

Can't show you cause USM's connection cannot upload pics again. Sien.

I iz a bit worn out

But this is just the beginning babeh. I will be even more worn out next week cause I've got 3 Spanish class, one assignment that I know nuts of and lots of classes to attend next week. Let's pray.

=))

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Philippians 4:13)

Amen.